Corpus,
You got out of 50mg orally exactly what I would have expected most people to get. Sure, it is something, a kind of mild experience, nice enough - but nothing like the visionary power and healing potency of an all enveloping experience of gravity and meaning.
Instead, to push it forward to where you thought you wanted to go, you smoked a whole lot of DMT. Fine. Great, whatever floats your boat.... But I would always recommend people stay within their body and work stuff out relevant to their life, find a nice sweet spot with the oral DMT dosage.
I'm continually posting on this forum, after people take 30-50mg of DMT and then wondering why not so much happens, wondering what is going on. And then I am wondering, WHY they would expect that much DMT to do so much? when people like myself have been posting for a long time what is generally accepted wisdom among MY peers, that at least 100mg + is needed with most people to begin to really get visionary effects.
Is this something to do with Ott and conclusions he came to in Ayahuasca Analogues? Anyway, I'm tired of belabouring this point and every time I post (which seems to be in most threads in the pharmahuasca section, I would hope this point is made clear.
I'm not recommending for people to dive into 100mg, but at the very least, do not expect what may well be a common sense beginning dosage of 50mg DMT to rock your world and then keep reporting back about this "issue" they you are having.
OK?
OK!