I am having a problem with DMT. I have not been using it very long, maybe a little over a month. My pattern of use was initially very slow, but over the past 2 weeks I have been using it more and more. Still, even in those 2 weeks I would only smoke the spice maybe 2-4 times a night, 2-3 nights a week. Overall, I would say I have smoked less than 40 doses in my life.
I have developed a deep appreciation for this drug. I felt like if I used it one night a week for the rest of my life, that it would be very therapeutic for me. It is not that I feel that my mental health is bad, I do not use or want prescription meds to keep me stable. Still, DMT has allowed me to release the creative potential of my mind and I feel it has already had a positive impact on me. That is why I am so bummed out about this recent development I am having.
I am just tolerant to drugs by nature, and I am extremely experienced with psychedelics in general. However I have never experienced something like what is happening to me with DMT right now. Initially this drug was very visual to me, especially when I closed my eyes and allowed my mind to wander. However I am at the point now where DMT hardly effects me at all. I have tested my spice with other people, used different pipes and smoking methods, and there can be no doubt anymore. I have a serious tolerance to this stuff. I smoked 130 mgs in a standard fashion yesterday and did not get any real visual effects, either with my eyes open or closed. Meanwhile other people are having fairly intense experiences with less than 1/2 that.
So my question is how normal is this? Is it safe to smoke such large doses, and does anyone else experience anything similar to them or someone they know? I mean I could throw a whole bunch in a bowl and maybe something would happen, but I'm not even sure how high I would have to go to get even a mildly visual experience. Right now I am planning on taking two weeks off to see if my tolerance drops so that DMT is enjoyable again, but I do not know what to expect after that. If I knew 150mg doses were more common I would not be as worried to find what sort of dose I need, but I feel lost. I will be very sad if I cannot enjoy DMT again. Right now I feel like I am practically immune to the stuff. I feel a little high when I smoke it, but that is it. There is no therapeutic value in the effect it produces anymore.
I have developed a deep appreciation for this drug. I felt like if I used it one night a week for the rest of my life, that it would be very therapeutic for me. It is not that I feel that my mental health is bad, I do not use or want prescription meds to keep me stable. Still, DMT has allowed me to release the creative potential of my mind and I feel it has already had a positive impact on me. That is why I am so bummed out about this recent development I am having.
I am just tolerant to drugs by nature, and I am extremely experienced with psychedelics in general. However I have never experienced something like what is happening to me with DMT right now. Initially this drug was very visual to me, especially when I closed my eyes and allowed my mind to wander. However I am at the point now where DMT hardly effects me at all. I have tested my spice with other people, used different pipes and smoking methods, and there can be no doubt anymore. I have a serious tolerance to this stuff. I smoked 130 mgs in a standard fashion yesterday and did not get any real visual effects, either with my eyes open or closed. Meanwhile other people are having fairly intense experiences with less than 1/2 that.
So my question is how normal is this? Is it safe to smoke such large doses, and does anyone else experience anything similar to them or someone they know? I mean I could throw a whole bunch in a bowl and maybe something would happen, but I'm not even sure how high I would have to go to get even a mildly visual experience. Right now I am planning on taking two weeks off to see if my tolerance drops so that DMT is enjoyable again, but I do not know what to expect after that. If I knew 150mg doses were more common I would not be as worried to find what sort of dose I need, but I feel lost. I will be very sad if I cannot enjoy DMT again. Right now I feel like I am practically immune to the stuff. I feel a little high when I smoke it, but that is it. There is no therapeutic value in the effect it produces anymore.