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Holy crap. Thank god for my little sister.

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Lucid.deviance

Rising Star
210 lbs 6'2" male.

.100g re-xed slightly off white spice insufflated.

Onset very rapid, approaching breakthrough. As it was first time insufflated spice, was hesitant to pierce the veil, though I could see a very old, very powerful shamanic entity.

He took notice of me and his gaze was terrible. At that moment I opened my eyes and... it was like, instead of me dealing through to where he was, I instead pulled him through to my reality.

I was not prepared for his terrible majesty, and I started to fight the journey, now afraid to close my eyes because I couldn't keep an eye on Him. As terrifying as it was, I didn't feel threatened so much as I was interrupting what ever I found him doing. My sister was across the hallway in her room. I decided to try to call her. My phone changed into an alien artifact with a lot of geometric u's n's and m's. I somehow managed to call her, I ask her to come sit with me while I ride it out.

When she walked into the room, I felt her aura flood into the room, pacifying the old one and sending a calming wave to wash over me. She reassured me that it would be over soon and stayed as my anchor. I am so lucky to have a sister that I could call at that moment. She is my hero.
 
Having someone you trust around is definitely a good call! How else did you prepare your mind and body for the journey? It can be a very intense experience, but my limited exposure has told me so far that how we prepare ourselves and our settings makes a huge difference in the outcome of the experience.
 
Lol it is my birthday today and just kind of decided on a whim. My (shitty) research into nasal administration of the molecule, with a little help no doubt from my less than exact scale, lead me to believe I was going to do a sub-breakthrough dose. What was intended to be a lightly introspective meditative session was instead the most intense experience I have ever had, more so because of the long duration, compared to smoking. It was a not so gentle reminder that this substance should command your respect. With great power comes great responsibility!
 
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