"You" don't define ego death.
And not to play this silly card, but I absolutely promise that you will know for certain when it happens.
If you don't have this kind of certainty then you likely haven't achieved it.
Also it is only partially a function of dose size so taking more doesn't help. It's getting into that witness mode without an 'I' trying to control it and then riding that state as the psychedelics expand it. The initial breaking of the veil is utterly terrifying and I don't care how many times you have achieved it. When your ego is faced with even a partial extinction it freaks out big time. But if you are brave enough to release even the idea that you may never return then you are likely to achieve this inner state of supreme samadhi. Christ my hands are shaking as I type this just reflecting back on the handful of experiences I've had with this. nothing, literally nothing compares to it...though trying to achieve it is like pissing in the wind.
My advice for those trying to achieve it is practice regular meditation outside of your trips. Get comfortable just observing your thoughts and body in a passive way... then maybe, just maybe on a far flung hyperspace journey when the fear of death arises you can simply observe that impartially as well..
Things will still happen, visions will still be present, there just won't be a part of your mind clinging to things as it's own any longer... Usually when this happens to me everything goes white for a few moments and then returns to a normal psychedelic like visionary state without me involved. The longest this has lasted has been approximately 20 minutes..
When it happens without psychedelics it's basically the same thing sans all the psychedelia.
And not to play this silly card, but I absolutely promise that you will know for certain when it happens.
If you don't have this kind of certainty then you likely haven't achieved it.
Also it is only partially a function of dose size so taking more doesn't help. It's getting into that witness mode without an 'I' trying to control it and then riding that state as the psychedelics expand it. The initial breaking of the veil is utterly terrifying and I don't care how many times you have achieved it. When your ego is faced with even a partial extinction it freaks out big time. But if you are brave enough to release even the idea that you may never return then you are likely to achieve this inner state of supreme samadhi. Christ my hands are shaking as I type this just reflecting back on the handful of experiences I've had with this. nothing, literally nothing compares to it...though trying to achieve it is like pissing in the wind.
My advice for those trying to achieve it is practice regular meditation outside of your trips. Get comfortable just observing your thoughts and body in a passive way... then maybe, just maybe on a far flung hyperspace journey when the fear of death arises you can simply observe that impartially as well..
Things will still happen, visions will still be present, there just won't be a part of your mind clinging to things as it's own any longer... Usually when this happens to me everything goes white for a few moments and then returns to a normal psychedelic like visionary state without me involved. The longest this has lasted has been approximately 20 minutes..
When it happens without psychedelics it's basically the same thing sans all the psychedelia.
I was out of line with that. Sorry for being so subjective on a thread I made for me to be objective (wish there was an emoti for slapping myself in the head)