That Attitude page is not clear to me, so I am not certain what I am allowed to mention.
I am doing something else right now that has a short duration. I am fine during. But when I got to bed later that day I had very abnormal dreams. I typically am able to control my dreams to some extent and am aware during. So in this one I was doing what I want like usual, but then I had some hesitations and fears and some of the time they did nothing, but later part of the stuff started turning nasty. I immediately took over, eliminated it and forced myself to wake up. It took me several attempts to really wake up. I feel that if this was a 10hr things and not a dream that I can stop it would be so tiring to control the negative manifestations -- I am sure I will be able to -- but it is just such a pain...
I am doing something else right now that has a short duration. I am fine during. But when I got to bed later that day I had very abnormal dreams. I typically am able to control my dreams to some extent and am aware during. So in this one I was doing what I want like usual, but then I had some hesitations and fears and some of the time they did nothing, but later part of the stuff started turning nasty. I immediately took over, eliminated it and forced myself to wake up. It took me several attempts to really wake up. I feel that if this was a 10hr things and not a dream that I can stop it would be so tiring to control the negative manifestations -- I am sure I will be able to -- but it is just such a pain...