every 3-4 months. sometimes in spurts if im introducing it to a new group/friends.
i waited from 16-20 to do it. knew about it alot when i was 15. ive done it about 60 times. 40 tiny doses. barely threshold or 15mg between 2 ppl on herb. 10 sub hyper, about 10 thru the rabbit hole. once i did it 2hrs into a veeery weak lsd trip at a festival. the visions never faded for me or my dear girl. that was one of the 5 or so time where i just broke out in pure euphoric joy.
it gives me a huge anxiety about drugs. it actually caused me to stop doing all psychs for about 14 months. then i did 4 hits of lsd, two perfect hits saved for me from two diff friends. 3hrs and 4 hits in i sat up and was like OMG this is why i do drugs!!! i forgot. its enjoyable. fun, fluid, interactive. not dmt. for me. is powerful, and beautiful, and awesome. but only when it chooses you. i cant just sit down and smoke it. somehow i have to look up at the sky that morning and see it written in the clouds. then it is perfect. all the rest of the time, its just too much. maybe ive become a pussy as ive aged. am i afraid of change? am i afraid of what i might have to think about and deal with in my life if i consume this all connecting substance?
yes.
so i dont blame the spice.