Th Entity said:
:shock: Im mind blown. I have nothing to add or comment about, you said it ACY. Thank you
You're welcome!
...Some lessons are later learned... :thumb_up:
I have been in a stage of evaluating my past experiences and digging through my pile for the past few years. Throughout a normal day, I'll be carrying on with daily activities and something will trigger a memory from one of my experiences. I'll think, "OH! That's what that meant!?" - Usually relating to a glimpse of clarity and synchronicity from a past experience that relates to the present.
I've come to realize that the things we gather are as "useful" as our ability to apply the concepts, and linearity only exists through our dimension of time. I'm unsure if DMT encourages self-fulfilling prophecies, or if DMT gives you "hints" about future events. It's hard to say with any kind of absolute certainty. However, DMT does not always act in a linear manner.
My very first breakthrough will never be forgotten. Parts of the experience still surface, daily. It was probably the most complete and translatable experience that I have ever had - things have played out almost as accurately as suggested(expected). Which, is one reason I wonder about the idea of DMT encouraging a self-fulfilling prophecy, or if the pieces are cleverly placed so that we've had time to digest the material before the synchronicity occurs.
During that experience, my life (and the universe) was spread out, upon my mind. Some claims and promises were made. Some gifts and burdens were exchanged. You can read about it, if you'd like. It was the turning point in my life. I was enduring the phenomenon that occurs when you lose a close loved one, and I had basically decided "F- it all, I don't know what I want to do with my life, I don't have any direction, I don't even really know who I am." But, then DMT decided it was ready for me.
I've included two links if you have some spare time and would like to see a little bit of my story. The first is my
Introduction to the molecule and the second is
The written recollection of my first break through .
I look back at those experiences and wonder.... is it a self-fulfilling prophecy? Or is there more to the experiences than we can understand within our relatively limited frame of time? During the first breakthrough, it was highly suggested that I would take a certain path, and that would yield certain results. It was suggested that I surrendered the option to chose otherwise when I made the commitment to take that long puff.
A little over 5 years have passed, and 90% of the suggested interpretations of the experience have manifested into being. All the while, I can't help but to wonder if this would have happened if I hadn't been found by DMT. Was it the catalyst that set things in motion? Would I come to be, as I am, if I'd never taken the look? Would things have been any different? Well, it's too late for that. :lol:
When I came out of the experience.... I
KNEW who I was, am, and would become. I felt like I'd known it all along, yet the distractions in the physical jade the mind from focusing on many things other than itself (its body) and the close proximity of the surrounding environment. This new awareness... it was as if the jade colored lenses were removed. The previous distractions seemed unimportant. I would be driving to a client's house, and look over at a field of wildflowers and begin weeping with joy. Just the beauty of nature, and all that it beholds. The wind-chimes, at a client's house, produced such a sound that I felt the chimes were the sound of the universe as it vibrates. In my mind, I had envisioned two colorful humanoid beings, standing in a field of flora that was like none seen on earth, the wind was blowing and I could see her hair sparkling and dancing in the wind. When they came together, and embraced, such powerful love was present, that the whole universe begin to tune to that frequency. I asked the owner where she'd gotten hers, but she said it was a gift. While I was working, she called the person who gave the chimes to her and asked what brand and model. She found a location that sold them, in our relative area, and over paid me for my service so that I could go buy some of the chimes. I bought a set, that day, immediately. I still love those chimes... I hear the universe anytime it decides to send a gust of wind in my direction
In my mind, I see the colorful embraced lovers standing in the windy field. Oddly, I'd been working for that client for over a year, monthly visits, and I had never noticed the wind-chimes... It wasn't until after... And then I begin to notice more and more and more and...
Shortly after that experience, I decided that I wanted to extract. Enter: Nexus.
Its a love relationship and it is true that absence increases fondness! At the same time, I wonder how empassioned is a lover who does not want to see his girl everyday. Rather be hot than frivilous. And the gods frown on the frivilous.
