On occasion I find myself meditating, but not quite getting the blissful open feeling. I recently tried Salvia Divniourium, In the following paragraph you will read about the mind, body, and effects this simple plant has on the human psyche.
I happen to come across Salvia from my uncle, who like me, is also a Buddhist. I slowly become intriuged with salvia, but having never done it before i was timid about it.
So I lay down at night on the beaches of Oak Island, waves crashing against the curbs of sand. As i prepare myself for meditation, I notice the moon is a feint orange, something about the night didnt sit well with me. Completely bypassing my concious awareness of the strangness I felt, i resume to put the mat down, laying it flush to the sand.
Now, I come to the realization that I am ready for the herb. I had previously meditated for 15 minutes to prepare myself. I had used my favorite bowl that i had recieved from my uncle whilst in California. I took an intese hit, held in for about 10 seconds, and quickly preceded to take another, when all of the sudden I lost all cognitive reasoning and any control of self. I felt as if on the edge of our dimension and another alien dimension, as if dimensions had a line seperating them, my body was split down the middle, everything felt evil as if everyone was looking at me, beaming the intolerable eyes into my forsaken heart. As the effects wore off i continued to meditate about what i had experianced, but have yet to knowingly discover what my mind was really telling me.
I guess my question is, what could this be telling me, is that normal etc?
I happen to come across Salvia from my uncle, who like me, is also a Buddhist. I slowly become intriuged with salvia, but having never done it before i was timid about it.
So I lay down at night on the beaches of Oak Island, waves crashing against the curbs of sand. As i prepare myself for meditation, I notice the moon is a feint orange, something about the night didnt sit well with me. Completely bypassing my concious awareness of the strangness I felt, i resume to put the mat down, laying it flush to the sand.
Now, I come to the realization that I am ready for the herb. I had previously meditated for 15 minutes to prepare myself. I had used my favorite bowl that i had recieved from my uncle whilst in California. I took an intese hit, held in for about 10 seconds, and quickly preceded to take another, when all of the sudden I lost all cognitive reasoning and any control of self. I felt as if on the edge of our dimension and another alien dimension, as if dimensions had a line seperating them, my body was split down the middle, everything felt evil as if everyone was looking at me, beaming the intolerable eyes into my forsaken heart. As the effects wore off i continued to meditate about what i had experianced, but have yet to knowingly discover what my mind was really telling me.
I guess my question is, what could this be telling me, is that normal etc?
. If one prefers smoking, then I would suggest starting with plain leafs, not enhanced leafs.
