@fractal Enchantment
Excellent post, F.E.! Took the words right out of my mouth. Thanks for writing that, brother. Outside of the Nexus, swim never talks about any of his spice experiences due to the fact that people would never take it seriously, let alone make sense of it. They have never lent a genuinely interested ear to me anyway. It has been very difficult for me to relate to most people, since my thinking is what they consider to be "way out there". I am light-years ahead of the pack, and they sometimes can sense it. And that has made people to be nervous or hostile around me for no good reason. As such, I am always given flack about most things I talk about, and so tend to get frustrated and consequently give up on sharing what I know. Nowadays, Talking to most people seems like a waste of time and energy. Like talking to a brick. Occasionaly I'll throw a bit of something into a convo, just to see if they "get it". Most times they do not.
Around this pathetic town in which I live, I observe what people are talking about, and it's always the same inane mindless drivel. (yeah, I realise it's because they are ignorant, but it's not my job to "enlighten" them.) Those unfortunate types of people you speak of, I refer to them as "The Traditionalists" or "The Tele-zombies". You know the types. There are times when I deliberately say things that I know people will have a hard time with, just for the kick of seeing their reaction. It never fails to make me laugh.
Not a shred of original thinking from them. And the really sad part is that most of amerika is like that. They will reactively agree with the mainstream and each other without 2nd thought, and spew their nauseating groupthink conformist feces, and they will actually believe each other's nonsense as holy gospel!
However, It seems like everytime _I_ talk about ANYTHING, there is suddenly massive conflict.
"Oh, how dare you....", or
"OMG... did you just hear what he said", or
"Hey, who do you think you are...".:x Well, I'll tell you who I am Mr and Mrs Amerikan Idiots, I am your worst fucking nightmare because I speak my mind and I don't give a shit what people think about me. In my life I have been called every name you can imagine (and some you can't) so it doesn't faze me. Whenever people call me a nutcase or a freak, or give me derision about my ways, I just smile and give myself a good pat on the back because that tells me I'm doing something right and I'm on the right track.
