So tons of research went into DMT before my first trip. I had erroneously believed that I was well prepared to my first venture into the unknown. I had taken shrooms and acid after hundreds of hours of research and they were both rewarding experiences. I had read a lot about DMT too and was ready for the most reality altering experience of my life... so I thought. I had done research on how to properly smoke it from a crack pipe, how it my feel and inhalation technique. So here we go!
Lent my scale out to a friend.. no matter, I was too excited to try it for the first time. Eyeballed what I believed to be about 50mg into a standard crack pipe. I was nervous and anxious. Months of waiting, reading and mentally preparing coming down to this moment. I mediate for a few minutes and practice a few breathing techniques to slow my heart down, I'm ready as i'll ever be. I light it, it melts, I roll it around and see vapor start to form. I take a small hit, immediately let it out - oh crap, I was supposed to completely exhale all my air and take in the DMT - Lets try again!
Trip 1 - 9:10PM
Completely exhale all my air, take a slow and steady inhalation. I hold it for a few seconds, get a shift in visual perception. Ok gonna try to go for a 2nd hit... oh no, here it kicks in. I put the pipe down, lay down in my bed and close my eyes. I see an intricate warp hole made of beautiful LED lights of all sorts of colors surrounded by the blackness of space. I hear a weird sound that sounds like the changing of high pitched frequencies on one of those old radios. Am I blasting off into hyperspace?! Well I still know I'm in my bed, I could still easily move my physical body. Hmm I see some beautiful visuals and patterns, my consciousness never leaves this universe/reality.
Trip 2 - 9:15PM
Ok lets let it heat up a little bit more and create more smoke. Ok here goes a nice amount of smoke, what I had before was barely anything. Completely exhale, slowly inhale and fill my lungs to full capacity, and hold my breath. The carrier beam begins. It is getting louder and louder (I had no read about this, what the heck is happening?!). My eyes shut and I see a jester, made up of thousands of matte red fractal parts. Everything I see is covered in a matte red rubber like material. He pulls a number of objects out of my way and leads me to two other jesters that have these sword like objects between them drawing me in. The carrier beam is increasing in intensity. I all of the sudden feel this burning/numb sensation in my stomach. It starts spreading to my limbs slowly and I feel as if I am about to blast off. I then panic and release my breath and feel the air hit my pillow. This helps me hold on to my reality and my current dimension. I then see hyperspace, but am not part of it. I am simply allowed a preview of where I could be. I still have my own consciousness, I know I am in my bed and have just smoked DMT. I don't know what this beautiful, intricately complex red universe is. This universe has shining, reflective metal parts, it is no longer matte. It slowly fades into darkness and I am back. Wow... ok, I guess I wasn't really prepared for that.
Trip 3 - 9:30PM
I have prepared for way too long not to breakthrough. Perhaps the onset is terrifying and once I break through it'll be calm. Let's give it another go. Light it up, inhale and hold. I get the EXACT same trip. Jesters covered in matte usher me in once again, this time they feel more terrifying than the first time. They seem slightly malicious in intent with regards to bringing me into their realm. No matter, I will push through it. I feel the burning/numb sensation spreading but this time, I could feel the jesters' hands on me. Every place they touch burns, turns numb and feels like it is dissolving from this dimension into theirs. They reach my neck, cover my mouth and my lips and tongue go completely numb. They finally cover my nose and I am still holding in the DMT smoke but no longer feel the need to inhale or exhale. I can go further into my launch without any oxygen. This scares me and I once again exhale simply to feel my breath against my bed and hold on to the small bit of reality I still had. I get taken to the same intricate red hyperspace I had just visited, but once again I am merely observing it, not part of it. Then a giant jester head appears near the end of the trip made up of thousands of red, shiny metal parts, constantly shifting and moving. He has a giant arrogant grin on his face and he telepathically conveys the message "I knew you couldn't handle this ha ha ha" :twisted: I slowly come back to, terrified and confused but with a new found respect for how absolutely powerful this molecule is. Had an amazing sleep that night, and woke up the next morning feeling more positive, optimistic and with a greater appreciation for life than I have since well, the first time I did mushrooms and the first time I did acid.
I then further read on this board that repeated dosage can lead to such terrifying experiences with these mischievous jesters. Before my trip I had no idea such jesters had even existed. I never read about them in other reports.
Time to think, ponder, reassess and prepare for my next journey =)
Recommendations, suggestions, comments are certainly welcome. Would appreciate the help and guidance as this was my first trip, and would love to have a more positive experience next time. I reported to all my friends afterwards that were waiting on the report and i told them I would absolutely NOT recommend DMT to anyone until I have more experience with it.
Thanks!!!
Lent my scale out to a friend.. no matter, I was too excited to try it for the first time. Eyeballed what I believed to be about 50mg into a standard crack pipe. I was nervous and anxious. Months of waiting, reading and mentally preparing coming down to this moment. I mediate for a few minutes and practice a few breathing techniques to slow my heart down, I'm ready as i'll ever be. I light it, it melts, I roll it around and see vapor start to form. I take a small hit, immediately let it out - oh crap, I was supposed to completely exhale all my air and take in the DMT - Lets try again!
Trip 1 - 9:10PM
Completely exhale all my air, take a slow and steady inhalation. I hold it for a few seconds, get a shift in visual perception. Ok gonna try to go for a 2nd hit... oh no, here it kicks in. I put the pipe down, lay down in my bed and close my eyes. I see an intricate warp hole made of beautiful LED lights of all sorts of colors surrounded by the blackness of space. I hear a weird sound that sounds like the changing of high pitched frequencies on one of those old radios. Am I blasting off into hyperspace?! Well I still know I'm in my bed, I could still easily move my physical body. Hmm I see some beautiful visuals and patterns, my consciousness never leaves this universe/reality.
Trip 2 - 9:15PM
Ok lets let it heat up a little bit more and create more smoke. Ok here goes a nice amount of smoke, what I had before was barely anything. Completely exhale, slowly inhale and fill my lungs to full capacity, and hold my breath. The carrier beam begins. It is getting louder and louder (I had no read about this, what the heck is happening?!). My eyes shut and I see a jester, made up of thousands of matte red fractal parts. Everything I see is covered in a matte red rubber like material. He pulls a number of objects out of my way and leads me to two other jesters that have these sword like objects between them drawing me in. The carrier beam is increasing in intensity. I all of the sudden feel this burning/numb sensation in my stomach. It starts spreading to my limbs slowly and I feel as if I am about to blast off. I then panic and release my breath and feel the air hit my pillow. This helps me hold on to my reality and my current dimension. I then see hyperspace, but am not part of it. I am simply allowed a preview of where I could be. I still have my own consciousness, I know I am in my bed and have just smoked DMT. I don't know what this beautiful, intricately complex red universe is. This universe has shining, reflective metal parts, it is no longer matte. It slowly fades into darkness and I am back. Wow... ok, I guess I wasn't really prepared for that.
Trip 3 - 9:30PM
I have prepared for way too long not to breakthrough. Perhaps the onset is terrifying and once I break through it'll be calm. Let's give it another go. Light it up, inhale and hold. I get the EXACT same trip. Jesters covered in matte usher me in once again, this time they feel more terrifying than the first time. They seem slightly malicious in intent with regards to bringing me into their realm. No matter, I will push through it. I feel the burning/numb sensation spreading but this time, I could feel the jesters' hands on me. Every place they touch burns, turns numb and feels like it is dissolving from this dimension into theirs. They reach my neck, cover my mouth and my lips and tongue go completely numb. They finally cover my nose and I am still holding in the DMT smoke but no longer feel the need to inhale or exhale. I can go further into my launch without any oxygen. This scares me and I once again exhale simply to feel my breath against my bed and hold on to the small bit of reality I still had. I get taken to the same intricate red hyperspace I had just visited, but once again I am merely observing it, not part of it. Then a giant jester head appears near the end of the trip made up of thousands of red, shiny metal parts, constantly shifting and moving. He has a giant arrogant grin on his face and he telepathically conveys the message "I knew you couldn't handle this ha ha ha" :twisted: I slowly come back to, terrified and confused but with a new found respect for how absolutely powerful this molecule is. Had an amazing sleep that night, and woke up the next morning feeling more positive, optimistic and with a greater appreciation for life than I have since well, the first time I did mushrooms and the first time I did acid.
I then further read on this board that repeated dosage can lead to such terrifying experiences with these mischievous jesters. Before my trip I had no idea such jesters had even existed. I never read about them in other reports.
Time to think, ponder, reassess and prepare for my next journey =)
Recommendations, suggestions, comments are certainly welcome. Would appreciate the help and guidance as this was my first trip, and would love to have a more positive experience next time. I reported to all my friends afterwards that were waiting on the report and i told them I would absolutely NOT recommend DMT to anyone until I have more experience with it.
Thanks!!!
