Hellow fellow trippers!
I had a realy interesting and powerful experience with the entitys last weekend. Now please understand its going to be rather difficult to explain because it was happening in well..hyperspace,and also it was happening on more than one level of consciousness simultaneously, at first I wasnt even going to try to tell anyone about this...it just seened like a story I would have a hard time swallowing if I haddent lived it. Again, Im not saying my conclusions ars true for anyone but me , I do hope someone can relate or atleast enjoy.
So,,,it was my 3rd breakthrough of a nice afternoon hanging with my indoor garden and working on my artwork in between. Ive met diferent entitys at diferent trips,but i had seen this type befor,they appear to me as pure living energy,sort of in the shape of deepsea creatures but morphing and reacting to me and my consciousness, at times they comunicated( telepathically I gess is the only way to say it) as I opened my mind/ heart/ being more to there presence they became more beautiful,active,intense! It was this amazing cross dimentional exchange...pure bliss. As i got deeper and deeper in I reached out to one and they reached for me at the same moment,it was an act of pure will,not so much reaching with my arms( I very well may have been hugging myself,not sure)
At the moment of contact a knowlege and increadable feeling of joining not just with one but manny of these light energy beings hit me instantly,I could feel our consciousness join and hear there thoughts. All at once I understood that we( I ) meaning Me and the entitys were one and the same,they are us but on our other( origina dimentional plane. They experience life threw our bodys, I was there with them befor I was born into this form. They are pure consciousness energy without flesh. My personality,the Psykinetic that my parents,friends,loves have known is kinda just a symptom...and accedent of the combination of this pure eternal consciousness melding and meshing with my human body. I know this sounds dark and crazy but it was beautiful and even if I am just a byproduct of an eternal entity wanting to experience finite life...so what! I think it makes our fragil existence all the more beautiful and magickal. I had this sudden knowing. ..an "ahhhHaa moment so deep and heavy,crushing but freeing and wonderful,they were absorbing my experience and life and I clearly heard one of them communicate" he understands"...." hu..always ghe last to know" it was at that millisecond that I knew In some unexplainable way...Im them,they are us...all one. Separated by some dementional border,we forget what we are when we push into life...but we exist without it as well,not like I had gessed...but the conscious is beyond the flesh,of that I have no doubt. By the time the dead brain is rotting to compost,the energetic self nay be communing with DMT trippers or pushing into flesh again,willing a seed to take root,or a cell to divide.
My Friends Im in no way saying that what I experienced is the only anything. Personaly I believe that there are infinite dementions and diferent entitys have shown me diferent worlds and parts of my existence. I had to tell this story as it happened and as I felt it, I never have befor or since( on any and many diferent hallucinogens) had any experience quite like it.
To say this trip Blew my mind is reay putting it lightly. Im not trying to say its " true" for anyone but myself .All I have is the increadibly clear memory of that moment of contact and oneness...the immediate transfer of knowledge and that voice....the voice was so cool,not quite human but feminine...
I hope Im blessed to go back to this space,and Ill be sure to fill you all in if and when I do.
Thanks for reading and I know im no writer but I hope some of the imposible bliss got threw.
Light and love
Your fellow Poison Path practitioner