explorer332
Rising Star
After many unsuccessful or only slightly successful attempts at breaking through, I got tired of wasting spice on failed attempts. For this reason I decided to snort it. I knew that it would work and I would finally experience hyperspace in its entirety. And experience it I did. I weighed out 120 mg of spice, relaxed for several minutes and then snorted it. The first thing I noticed was the pain! it was so strong! I didn't let it bother me that much and I went and laid down in my bed.
I don't know exactly when it kicked in but all I know is that I was not prepared at all for what I was about to experience. As I recall this trip, I may get the order of events mixed up but it doesn't matter that much. The trip began out strong, I was in hyperspace but I don't remember what I saw in this first part. I only remember from partway through to the end. Ill do my best to describe in words but I know that it will not be adequate. I remember dying. It felt as if I was going down a drain or my brain was unplugged or something. I felt my life on earth end and I was absorbed into the building blocks of the universe. I don't know if it was pure conciseness or pure energy but I do know that I was a part of it and there was nothing smaller than that.
I wasnt ready for that though. I had read the stories and read about how powerful dmt is, but it could not prepare me for this. I was sure that I was going to die right there. I was worried about what my family would think when they found my body, how my friends would react. I though I was going to be in this state forever. I knew that no one had ever died from dmt and since I snorted it it would last around 40 minutes. However, In this state of pure energy I couldn't comprehend time. It did not make sense to me. I realized that time was just and invention and that the universe is infinite and we only perceive time as an invention by ourselves. I was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen but I was the most terrified I have ever been. I was in an what seemed like an infinite loop of "itll be over in 40 minutes" and "just vibe it out". At some point I regained some sense of my body but my mind was still in hyperspace. My nose was running like crazy from snorting and I remember picking it and it felt like my finger was going into my brain. I still had my eyes closed and I could see, and it felt like my hand was going inside of me and I was being folded inside out. I was so overwhelmed but what I had seen that i kept picturing myself flushing the dmt and never touching it again.
After what seemed like years, decades, maybe only seconds (I had absolutely no sense of time), I started to get good vibes again as I realized that I was going to return to my human body from this state and that I was not dead.
It was undoubtedly the most terrifying thing I have ever experienced, but at the same time it was so beautiful that I need so see it again. It definitely wont be for a little while but I feel that I do need to go back, however I wont snort it, Ill smoke it so it doesnt last as long.
Thank you for reading. I doubt this makes sense but maybe someone will understand.
The previous story is a work of fiction and should not be taken as fact
I don't know exactly when it kicked in but all I know is that I was not prepared at all for what I was about to experience. As I recall this trip, I may get the order of events mixed up but it doesn't matter that much. The trip began out strong, I was in hyperspace but I don't remember what I saw in this first part. I only remember from partway through to the end. Ill do my best to describe in words but I know that it will not be adequate. I remember dying. It felt as if I was going down a drain or my brain was unplugged or something. I felt my life on earth end and I was absorbed into the building blocks of the universe. I don't know if it was pure conciseness or pure energy but I do know that I was a part of it and there was nothing smaller than that.
I wasnt ready for that though. I had read the stories and read about how powerful dmt is, but it could not prepare me for this. I was sure that I was going to die right there. I was worried about what my family would think when they found my body, how my friends would react. I though I was going to be in this state forever. I knew that no one had ever died from dmt and since I snorted it it would last around 40 minutes. However, In this state of pure energy I couldn't comprehend time. It did not make sense to me. I realized that time was just and invention and that the universe is infinite and we only perceive time as an invention by ourselves. I was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen but I was the most terrified I have ever been. I was in an what seemed like an infinite loop of "itll be over in 40 minutes" and "just vibe it out". At some point I regained some sense of my body but my mind was still in hyperspace. My nose was running like crazy from snorting and I remember picking it and it felt like my finger was going into my brain. I still had my eyes closed and I could see, and it felt like my hand was going inside of me and I was being folded inside out. I was so overwhelmed but what I had seen that i kept picturing myself flushing the dmt and never touching it again.
After what seemed like years, decades, maybe only seconds (I had absolutely no sense of time), I started to get good vibes again as I realized that I was going to return to my human body from this state and that I was not dead.
It was undoubtedly the most terrifying thing I have ever experienced, but at the same time it was so beautiful that I need so see it again. It definitely wont be for a little while but I feel that I do need to go back, however I wont snort it, Ill smoke it so it doesnt last as long.
Thank you for reading. I doubt this makes sense but maybe someone will understand.
The previous story is a work of fiction and should not be taken as fact
we all learn something from these certain experiences, a message of some sort. In my personal experience, I looked at it as "God" giving me a chance, lol. Made me realize a lot.
