I think i jumped into Nexus a little fast, i see now people study this site for sometimes years before posting, as it has that much factual info.
"ENTHEOGENIC UNIVERSITY: LEARN SHARE AND EXPAND"
I love sites were like minded people can share these realities, as non-psychonauts only like to hear a small amount and that is enough for them.
Maybe i should not have posted some of this as i do not have enough knowledge to answer most these questions, i am understanding more and more that this site is not just an experience site and that if i chuck up pictures and sorts that people with knowledge are going to be generally interested.
I can say that I HAVE 100% TRUST IN MY FRIEND WHOM GIVES ME DMT, they are no dealer or anything and they are a lovely person with good vibes.
And i know you all have just been a bit worried that i will smoke something and burn my lungs apart, thank you.
I do not do foolish things when it involves life and death.
Sometimes i may say foolish things, i must watch this when it is about things that can be very serious.
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So anyway i smoked 50mg of the white crystal just one hour ago it was beautiful, it is never the same.
Was special, first time the rush was not more powerful than the visuals.
Do Not Know if it was from being more prepared, as this was the first time approaching DMT with thought, as i had been contemplating this session for two weeks, and every other time it was the spare of the moment.
Smoked a bong of mint leaves with the DMT crystal in there and laid down, i held it in with eyes closed for ten seconds as i like to do, until something impressed on my eye lids, like when you touch an old plasma screen.
I opened my eyes and an entity of colour came down, my first completely defined entity, it looked the shape of a Mayan stone head dress or a samurai shape but i thought Mayan, it brought with it a blanket cloud or cape blanket of colour.
Then i was blinded by colours. Did not matter if eyes were open.
I do not know if it was the DMT or what but the visuals and colour were more intense than the rush, a first for me.
The blinding colour stayed a while.
Then the colours were swirling around, but with direction like an arm directing or signing, and what i got from it was that it was the creative force it was connecting everything and that it was All powerful, and as the visuals faded i thought it was showing me this connection as it was still effecting some objects while others were normal warping bubbling swaying.
It was like it was telling me these knowledge i understood what its movements and signing were, it did not feel like i was putting in anything, just receiving.
I did go into this session with expectations of finding a few answers, i don't know how much is influenced.
I have smoked DMT many times mostly herbal though, and only now do i understand really why it is dubbed 'SPICE', that smoke was tingling my lips crazy spicy aha.
I held it in for ten seconds, but did not break through, did not feel blocked at all though.
This is my second time smoking crystal DMT, first time i broke through completely, did not even know what breaking through was.
I think maybe the mint leaves were not enough and i think it smoked up too fast loosing a couple crumbs of crystal, when i have my next venture in about three months i will prepare for this and hold it in a little longer
and hopefully break on through to the other side. Plrrrrr
