OliverJ
Rising Star
Hello friends,
I've known about DMT and have had an interest (or calling?) to do it since my early teens. I spent a large amount of time reading about experiences, researching ayahuasca and other psychedelics, which is how I stumbled on the DMT Nexus so long ago.
A friend of mine who I had been out of contact with for some time came back into my life last year and it transpired that he had taken ayahuasca at a retreat not long before we started hanging out again. He had been a die hard (and stubborn) atheist all of his life, but was now a spiritual person - an incredible transformation to see. Other than that he seemed more mindful and calculated, my curiosity had been peaked.
As if by fate, he would be doing Ayahuasca again later in the year and I was invited to come along.
It was a 4 day retreat in Spain, a beautiful location just by the sea.
I had some serious bouts of anxiety in the run up to doing Ayahuasca, however the experience was the most perfect and beautiful thing to happen to me in my conscious adult life. Taking Ayahuasca, DMT, has changed me in a number of ways (which will be written about elsewhere in the forum at another time), however the reason i'm writing this essay of an introduction and have joined the DMT Nexus is because..
It is hard to explain, but I feel very much as if DMT has an incredible amount of teaching to do. There is so much to learn, explore and integrate. Not only this, perhaps this may be coming from my own obsessive nature, but I feel as if I have been given a quest, or task, to explore DMT further and find the truth.
Part of your own truth can be found in the experiences of others and there are many experienced psychonauts to be found in the Nexus. I plan on going far deeper into the DMT universe - sharing my experiences with other members and reading about their own experiences will help in mutual integration, learning and understanding.
I've known about DMT and have had an interest (or calling?) to do it since my early teens. I spent a large amount of time reading about experiences, researching ayahuasca and other psychedelics, which is how I stumbled on the DMT Nexus so long ago.
A friend of mine who I had been out of contact with for some time came back into my life last year and it transpired that he had taken ayahuasca at a retreat not long before we started hanging out again. He had been a die hard (and stubborn) atheist all of his life, but was now a spiritual person - an incredible transformation to see. Other than that he seemed more mindful and calculated, my curiosity had been peaked.
As if by fate, he would be doing Ayahuasca again later in the year and I was invited to come along.
It was a 4 day retreat in Spain, a beautiful location just by the sea.
I had some serious bouts of anxiety in the run up to doing Ayahuasca, however the experience was the most perfect and beautiful thing to happen to me in my conscious adult life. Taking Ayahuasca, DMT, has changed me in a number of ways (which will be written about elsewhere in the forum at another time), however the reason i'm writing this essay of an introduction and have joined the DMT Nexus is because..
It is hard to explain, but I feel very much as if DMT has an incredible amount of teaching to do. There is so much to learn, explore and integrate. Not only this, perhaps this may be coming from my own obsessive nature, but I feel as if I have been given a quest, or task, to explore DMT further and find the truth.
Part of your own truth can be found in the experiences of others and there are many experienced psychonauts to be found in the Nexus. I plan on going far deeper into the DMT universe - sharing my experiences with other members and reading about their own experiences will help in mutual integration, learning and understanding.
