Today, I asked two questions before a pharma trip. The experience was unique.
First, DMT didn’t want to come. I thought it could have been because I put it into a small paper, and swallowed it together. Earlier, I always put it into water/lemon juice/coke. But it couldn’t explain it because I felt all the physical experiences I always feel when I take pharma or vape D. Except for, the images were not coming.
Then, we skipped hyperspace. I don’t remember it ever happened. I even go through it on mushrooms. Today, we went from nothing to total 3D.
It provided me with a book, a user manual. I suppose it was an answer to my questions. The title of the book showed me how brutal the question was. I didn’t take it, then it disappeared.
I arrived at a factory. At the entrance or elevator, I saw a goddess with dark skin and a jackal head. I never saw her before today, and I had no idea who she was. Now I know.
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She showed me her middle finger. I never saw anything like that on pharma. It was totally different from any previous experience. It didn’t fit with them. Also, the factory was shaking as if it was to collapse.
I saw a lot of tiny creatures. They looked like snowballs with colorful features on them. They were all crying. My face was full of tears too.
They showed me machines on shelves. They could be anything from tanks to computers. They were light green.
The whole factory was to maintain this reality. They were working to keep this world in existence.
I didn’t believe in spirits. Until today, I found it somehow annoying when people said "mother ayahuasca". Over dozens of trips, I never saw anything that made me think like that.
Now I know it’s true. I have no words.