hyperspacing
Rising Star
Yesterday while I was partaking some enhanced leaf I did something that left me uneasy. After I take a dose I concentrated on healing. I have no real illness it just seems to induce a presence of light, warmth, and feels like pure life hovering over my body. Suddenly I thought of my friends wife who has stage 4 lung/brain cancer I wanted this presence to heal or comfort her. Suddenly the white presence was gone and a cold dark blue/purple and black entity appeared. I felt as if something evil was lurking. I didn't like this presence and i had to open my eyes. I tried it again about an hour later. And the same thing happened. Today I came to work and my friend had his wife in the car she was doing very badly and he said I have to take her to the hospital can you cover me til I get back. Of course I agreed and he left. An hour later I called him and he told me she didn't make it. I really feel like that presence I felt was "death imminent". I don't really know what to think about it all but I hope I never feel that presence when I'm thinking of a loved one again.
