this is a story that happened to swim when swim was only a child he had much difficulty focusing on school and still does to an extent. swim would always do bad every year in middle school and it didn't seem to matter mainly because of things like no child left behind where it seemed that every child would get passed along no matter what the grades were. after a while swim started to notice for swim-self that the focus was irregular around the age of 15. swim started to create a routine so that swim could succeed in school. swim was exercising every day in order to create a normal sleep pattern so that early morning class wouldn't be difficult and so focus would be optimal. this seemed to work for only a couple of days then swim would be distracted by severe depression as swims parents went through a very traumatizing divorce aside from having a long family line that has been diagnosed with chronic depression. Swim was determined to not let his mind get the better of swim-self so swim resorted to self-medicating with cannabis. throughout high school swim never participated in any clubs or group activities but did always get good grades from 10th grade to graduation. when swim started college everything seemed fine at first but then swim noticed that self-medicating with cannabis was still improving mental energy in class but when it came to doing homework and online assigned work, swim simply did not have the energy to complete them and would always fall asleep before they were completed or some sort of procrastination would be involved. suddenly swim encountered a source that will not be mentioned of LSD. this seemed to stimulated swim in all of the right ways and shortly after experiencing ego-death at a very high dose, swim knew his flaws after this. swim soon started to microdose and it was like magic because it was working! only i wasnt lethargic and tired. with so much clean energy swim soon started to excel in thing swim could only dream of (Math lol). after awhile swim noticed that because of swim's severe depression swim could not shake the feeling of sadness on days that swim would not microdose (swim micro dosed 2-3days apart). so swim did what swim knew, research the problem. soon swim found that lsd was not the only psychedelic that could be micro dosed and then swim was soon on the search for something that swim could do when the lsd tolerance was resetting. swim saw that Dmt had a very sort half-life and decided to give it a try. Swim brokethrough smoking 20mg of dmt and flew off in this estranged world called venus-6 were life was perfected and no one ever died. everyone was young and no one knew the concept of age. these alien lifeforms amazed swim as swim is an aspiring astrophysist. the afterfglow swim obtained was sufficient enough to get through 2 days. this became the routine, day 1 microdose, day 2 nothing, day 3 smoke dmt and day 4 microdose again. this worked for swim and still is working. swim would love to join the community inorder to educate swim-self about the wonders of psycadelics. 
thank you for reading!
thank you for reading!
