Greetings - I have recently become consumed with the notion of this chemical and it's power. The trip reports I've read, along with McKenna's speeches on the subject have me completely sold on the idea of experiencing this journey myself. This substance seems to hold so much potential for unlocking the mind's repressed potential.
That said, I have very little psychedelic experience. My main drug of choice over the last 7 or so years has been MDMA and it has had profound effects on my personality, but I feel like I have nothing left to learn from it. I have experienced both mushrooms and LSD, but only a handful of times combined (less than five, all together). With both, I had decent trips, but never found much insight in using them, and usually just wanted the effects to finally wear off after x number of hours into it. I suppose I missed the closeness found on MDMA with these more internally experienced chemicals.
For the record, I am definitely NOT interested in just seeing visuals and being f-ed up for 15 minutes. I want the deeper understanding of life, communication with alternate-dimension entities, the transportation to other realms, all of it... as I get more and more experienced. I have matured, you could say, in my views on drugs and want to move past the "recreational" use into a more spiritual, educational and purposeful usage.
So, my question is this: what can a person do, if anything, to prepare for the first DMT trip with such little psychedelic experience going into it? Would it be advisable to build up experience with higher and higher doses of psilocybin to sort of ease into the intensity of DMT? Or would it make more sense just to start with low doses of DMT and work towards the breakthrough? I do know, that one of the reasons I disliked psilocybin and LSD was that even when I wanted to regain control of my thoughts, they wouldn't let me (whereas with MDMA, I always had control throughout the highest of peaks). I know part of the DMT experience is to give in completely, and I don't know if I'm mentally prepared to do so.
Sorry for the long-winded question - I've been intensely interested in this topic for the last several days and am terribly excited for the day when I begin my first extraction. Essentially, I'm looking for advice on what to do between now and when that day comes.
~ emmerse
That said, I have very little psychedelic experience. My main drug of choice over the last 7 or so years has been MDMA and it has had profound effects on my personality, but I feel like I have nothing left to learn from it. I have experienced both mushrooms and LSD, but only a handful of times combined (less than five, all together). With both, I had decent trips, but never found much insight in using them, and usually just wanted the effects to finally wear off after x number of hours into it. I suppose I missed the closeness found on MDMA with these more internally experienced chemicals.
For the record, I am definitely NOT interested in just seeing visuals and being f-ed up for 15 minutes. I want the deeper understanding of life, communication with alternate-dimension entities, the transportation to other realms, all of it... as I get more and more experienced. I have matured, you could say, in my views on drugs and want to move past the "recreational" use into a more spiritual, educational and purposeful usage.
So, my question is this: what can a person do, if anything, to prepare for the first DMT trip with such little psychedelic experience going into it? Would it be advisable to build up experience with higher and higher doses of psilocybin to sort of ease into the intensity of DMT? Or would it make more sense just to start with low doses of DMT and work towards the breakthrough? I do know, that one of the reasons I disliked psilocybin and LSD was that even when I wanted to regain control of my thoughts, they wouldn't let me (whereas with MDMA, I always had control throughout the highest of peaks). I know part of the DMT experience is to give in completely, and I don't know if I'm mentally prepared to do so.
Sorry for the long-winded question - I've been intensely interested in this topic for the last several days and am terribly excited for the day when I begin my first extraction. Essentially, I'm looking for advice on what to do between now and when that day comes.
~ emmerse