TwistedReality
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
so last week i manifested some d.m.t. and for the weekend i took it with me to share it with some friends. by the time my boyfriend and i had got there, it turns out my friend had manifested an ounce of mushrooms, as well as a couple of boxes of nitrous. what was to follow was one of the most amazing nights I have ever had.
we each ate an eighth or so, and then after an hour or two we finally decided to smoke the d.m.t. so i loaded up my bong with a nice little green screen, put a fourth of the dime sized pile of crystals i brought with me (my scale got broke) handed my boyfriend the bong, kissed him and watched him blast off. he took several huge rips, laid back and after a few minutes just started laughing hysterically. in nearly four years I've never seen him do that.
afterwards i loaded it again for myself. after some anxiety about what was to come i lit a little cherry and vaped my dose. after three deep hits i wasn't sure if my eyes were open or closed, it didn't matter. i could see everything all around me almost in the form of small lights or dots or shadows or something, a part of me that existed somewhere wondered where this was leading to, when it was though my entire perception was shrunk into a little orb and this universal love took my perception into her "hands" played with it, spun it around and ultimately made it inconsequential. then i looked again and everything shifted perspective and all of that energy that was around me seemed to speak to me and to say "yes, your looking at us" and then i just felt this overwhelming feeling of oneness with this cosmic loving force that exist. it was pure love. there was no sense of fear or anger or any negative emotion. it was simply pure loving light it was fun, beautiful, and everything good all at once. it was amazing.
eventually i perceived my friends, who are all closer than family all in the room my boyfriend with this knowing look of joy, the others who were waiting to dose just with this look of excitement and a little trepidation. all i could do was smile and laugh and laugh and laugh. the very moment i could bring myself to move i grabbed the bowl and packed another for the next person in line.
none of us can speak of that without tears coming to our eyes now, it was amazing and here two days later i'm still feeling the love. there was some powerful magic in that room that night.
we knew it was going to be magical when no sooner than i sat the tube containing the dmt down in front of the computer we we're plaing music on, the music started doing this thing "blastoff in t minus 10... 9" bit. at that moment we all knew something was going on.
we each ate an eighth or so, and then after an hour or two we finally decided to smoke the d.m.t. so i loaded up my bong with a nice little green screen, put a fourth of the dime sized pile of crystals i brought with me (my scale got broke) handed my boyfriend the bong, kissed him and watched him blast off. he took several huge rips, laid back and after a few minutes just started laughing hysterically. in nearly four years I've never seen him do that.
afterwards i loaded it again for myself. after some anxiety about what was to come i lit a little cherry and vaped my dose. after three deep hits i wasn't sure if my eyes were open or closed, it didn't matter. i could see everything all around me almost in the form of small lights or dots or shadows or something, a part of me that existed somewhere wondered where this was leading to, when it was though my entire perception was shrunk into a little orb and this universal love took my perception into her "hands" played with it, spun it around and ultimately made it inconsequential. then i looked again and everything shifted perspective and all of that energy that was around me seemed to speak to me and to say "yes, your looking at us" and then i just felt this overwhelming feeling of oneness with this cosmic loving force that exist. it was pure love. there was no sense of fear or anger or any negative emotion. it was simply pure loving light it was fun, beautiful, and everything good all at once. it was amazing.
eventually i perceived my friends, who are all closer than family all in the room my boyfriend with this knowing look of joy, the others who were waiting to dose just with this look of excitement and a little trepidation. all i could do was smile and laugh and laugh and laugh. the very moment i could bring myself to move i grabbed the bowl and packed another for the next person in line.
none of us can speak of that without tears coming to our eyes now, it was amazing and here two days later i'm still feeling the love. there was some powerful magic in that room that night.
we knew it was going to be magical when no sooner than i sat the tube containing the dmt down in front of the computer we we're plaing music on, the music started doing this thing "blastoff in t minus 10... 9" bit. at that moment we all knew something was going on.
