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My 30 year search

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Hi all as the title suggests its took me 30 years to finally have dmt in my hands (finally:)) it all started with lsd with that and weed taking up most of my mid teens to early 20s then thingson to mdma and clubs up to about 30s then cocaine up to my 40s and every person I've had a transaction with along that journey ive always asked about dmt and the answer was always no.

The last 10 years id kinda thought doesn't look like thats going to happen now and a couple of years ago I started collecting mushrooms from the hills by me and that lead me to a mushroom chat site and randomly someone asked once about dmt which got the reply its easy to extract from mhrb he never said how just that it was possible thats basically how to do it, but i was kinda getting into the shrooms and enjoying the walking in nature and collecting them and just enjoying the whole experience , somehow though they've lost their potency in storage this season , all of a sudden something just clicked and I could make it myself so mhrb >appeared< and a few youtube tutorials and I had a extraction method which I did and was happy with how that went now my next

Though was from what I've heard its difficult to burn right plus I didn't know exactly if what I had was any good so decided on a yocan orbit as just press a button it heats it up and away you go so I did and started low at 10mg which being a noob with the atomizer gave 3 hits each one you Could feel the power even at such a low dose I knew I'd found something special the first hit felt like a frequency in my head a rush and trails like 2g of mushrooms and deep breathing in time with the buzz if that makes sense , next time I decided pre heat and burn all the way through and do 10mg in one go which was my more intense and visuals like more vivid than any mushrooms id had before but im still fully aware im im my room, 15mg was next and this was first time I felt like I was about 1 metre above my room it felt like was firing a thousand questions at me like what is self what is an atom whats a planet whats life whats death like the opposite of anything is the same ? Then seemed like was asking if I was ok with dying not like I was going to die but would I be ok with ?

Then it seemed to switch and kick me out , so I went back to 10mg and and seemed like guiding me be centered balanced dont look too hard basically be present and in the moment and then it felt id had the green light to carry on and go deeper , which is about where I am with it at the moment, I must say after every encounter I come down feeling so grateful and such a deep respect for this beautiful substance , ive had a calmness and a level of acceptance of id say myself that ive never had before , its been worth the wait that's for sure and I've not even been to hyperspace yet lol just a beautiful thing
 
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Welcome to the Nexus, glad to have ya on board.

What kinda mushrooms you finding out there?
Thanks glad to be here seems a very cool place, its all liberty caps round by me , there have been some reports of wavey caps on the mulch by shopping center car parks but not native so id say that would be on a rare occasion
 
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Welcome. Wow I thought my active search for 23 years was extreme.

I am very glad you got here and extracted your own DMT...

Sounds like so far so good. There is a LOT more to see.

I hope you will enjoy your time with DMT and here at the Nexus.
Thanks , still 23 years is a long time but hey in the end we got there!!!
Most definitely so far so good and long may it continue this journey.

I know I've only just scratched the surface and they'll be so much more from what I've been hearing . I'm thinking a couple smaller amounts then try a breakthrough around the weekend all going well
 
Thanks , still 23 years is a long time but hey in the end we got there!!!
Most definitely so far so good and long may it continue this journey.

I know I've only just scratched the surface and they'll be so much more from what I've been hearing . I'm thinking a couple smaller amounts then try a breakthrough around the weekend all going well
Yes I enjoyed the extraction process too as lots to learn there that otherwise I'd miss out on , it has a nicer feel too smoking whats you've extracted rather than trying to buying it from a random
 
Welcome. Good to see you got there eventually. I had a 50 year gap between my one and only lsd trip and finally deciding to explore DMT, with nothing in between apart from alchohol. Boy have I missed out. :rolleyes:
Thank you , oh wow that is quite a gap but to be honest for me psychedelics seem better in my later years as more about the things they can shoe you and definitely appreciate it them alot more now than when I was younger
 
Good to have you :) I was also lead to DMT through researching mushrooms. I had never even heard of it. I just saw a big pile of yellow crystals in a post on The Shroomery and had to know more. Funnily enough I'd had about 15 DMT experiences before I even touched a single shroom. I had to grow them and to this day I still haven't laid eyes on a single liberty cap in the wild. I hope that will change one day in the not too distant future...

Good to see you're enjoying low doses right now, testing the waters. There's no rush to see hyperspace. Simply being the observer and feeling the hum of existence is very therapeutic.
 
Good to have you :) I was also lead to DMT through researching mushrooms. I had never even heard of it. I just saw a big pile of yellow crystals in a post on The Shroomery and had to know more. Funnily enough I'd had about 15 DMT experiences before I even touched a single shroom. I had to grow them and to this day I still haven't laid eyes on a single liberty cap in the wild. I hope that will change one day in the not too distant future...

Good to see you're enjoying low doses right now, testing the waters. There's no rush to see hyperspace. Simply being the observer and feeling the hum of existence is very therapeutic.
Thank you, yes strange the paths psychedelics can lead us down you hear a whisper or see something new and you have to find out more . My next plan was funnily enough to grow some mushrooms something I've not done before either . A field where sheep graze is a good starting point , nothing thats been cut for a couple of years with a good bio diversity mostly round little tufts of grass like sheltering from the wind in clusters mostly, first one you find dont pick straight away study it from various angles just how it sits in the grassland and you'll find more and more , colours anything from creamy if dry and caramel colour if wet , obviously identify from the nipple on top of caps and the caps never open up more like a bullet shape and the stems will always be bendy , if you do find always best to check identification from a mushroom site as all mushrooms are edible but some are only edible once
 
Thanks glad to be here seems a very cool place, its all liberty caps round by me , there have been some reports of wavey caps on the mulch by shopping center car parks but not native so id say that would be on a rare occasion
i luv liberty caps
 
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