My first time more then just level 2

[crazyk187]

Ok so this is my experience on Dimi......... more then just sharp edges and patterns that are not there.!!!!

I just had the f****** craziest experience of my f****** life...... evidently my phone is going to censor my cuss words and I don't give a s***........ so I got a crack pipe and I smoked I don't know how much DMT it was just a little bit more than I usually smoke. My skill only goes down to tenths so I don't even bother with it but anyways........ every other time I've ever smoked this s*** I get probably level 2 visuals everything becomes really sharp there's patterns that I can see that are not normally there.......

Okay well I just f****** Hit the motherload it was f****** crazy so I'm sitting here on my bed watching South Park And I figured I go ahead and spark it up..... 1 long slow hit!!!!! The next thing I know I'm at Level 2 where I've normally got before I feel like I'm in an envelope of time and space.... it quickly shoots right past that. It's like I'm farther than I have ever been before I even realized it!!!

The next thing I know the characters on South Park are talking to me..... and I was thinking in my head what they can't be talking to me...... and they proceeded to say yes ( my full name) we're talking to you Jesus Christ how do you not know this just shut up and breathe....... at this point I did not know if I was breathing or not!!!! I had this overwhelming feeling of I was in trouble.... not like freaking out like in trouble as I did something wrong and I felt guilty and everyone I have ever met was looking me right in the face..... like I can't describe that enough I felt like everyone was in my face I thought that my entire family was in the bed room I had that feeling but I didn't see anyone... almost like they were over my shoulder talking to me telling me I'm in trouble.....

So all I can think of in my tunnel vision of colors and fractal telescopic images coming off of every single thing in my room..... is breathe stupid breathe! !! Because I could not feel my body So then I stood up because the south Park people were talking to me And it was too much for me to take because they were calling me out on every problem in my life from my girlfriend to my living situation to my job....... I tried to turn the TV off and my fingers got really sharp like a pencil and there was 1000 mes like kaleidoscoping away from me faster than anything......... I said I can't turn it off I can't find the button so I sat back down. Basically I was just overwhelmed with the question of am I dead what is real..... I can tell I started to come down a little but I was still kind of scared because I did not know if I was alive or not and then all the sudden it hit me just as hard all over again as if it was telling me you're not going anywhere that happened too more times it felt like I was starting to sober up early fast and then boom again that is what started to make me think it will this ever end.

I kept hearing my full name????

I don't know if this was my consciousness trying to talk to my consciousness or whatever I have no idea but it was crazy and I felt like I was in trouble with myself or something like that crazy s***I really think if I haven't read as much as I had about it listen to Terrence McKenna as much as I have Joe Rogan about it I would have freaked out there's no doubt about it. lololol........... everything started to eventually make sense again but it took a while

Fucking wow!!!!!!!!


thanks for reading !!!

 

[hug46]

very interesting . Your prose is eloquent, much like a modern day Auden. It seems to me like you were at the phase where your subconscious was throwing up googlies (or curveballs as our friends across the pond may refer to them) . You felt accused by your mind, perhaps you have a guilty secret but more likely it is a product of nurture like catholic guilt or middle class white boy guilt a common situation in the uk ( i should know!). On psychedelics we are open to suggestion and super analytical therefore when the subconsciousness throws up its little filet mignons of information (self doubt for any particular reason or could be anything relating to the ego you could think you were Michael Jackson in another life who knows , anything nature , nurture, blah blah) you are not in trouble , brother, but if you think you are, you will be , if you think your"e not i trouble you won"t be, what you think and percieve is your reality. However if you are worried that something has informed you, from your trip,that you are being called out for all your problems in life, do not panic, just address these things that bother you, do something about it, use any thoughts you have gained as a tool for continueing your life happily.Be good, be safe behave.
peace and good wishes

 

[crazyk187]

No negative vibes! !! It was just the experience! !!!!! I was not frightened nor was I freaking out ......like I was saying I read enough and listened to Terence McKenna I knew what was gonna happen .......it was like a bunch of book reading then real life experience ....it was great........I am gonna take my time before I jump in again. Its a key and I intend to open the door!!!

It was really cool tho today I looked at the cover of the spirit molecule and the picture made since to me!!!! All the eyes..... that's the presents I felt like everyone was looking at me ........ just cool how it made since cuz I felt it.

 

[Eliyahu]

I don't think they liked you watching TV during that. What do you think?

 

[crazyk187]

The presents came off as annoyed....as if I was wasting its time. Not because of the tv tho. Cuz I was striving to hold on reality ........ its like you waiting for your friend to get on the boat so you can go out in the lake ....and he's just standing there with his mouth open cuz he's amazed he's getting on the boat!!! Hahaha only analogy I could think of.

 

[3rdI]

I think your experience shows the need for proper set and setting.

 

[psychonut]

I think your experience shows the need for proper set and setting.

I think tthat your set and setting maaay have been a little "ill timed".

Maybe should have been watching "NOVA"?

Seriously tho, I have gotten the same impatient attitude my self as well as hearing my own voice in a r rather stern manner saying all sorts of stuff, not bad stuff, just stuff. Personally, I like it...but then again I DO like hearing myself talk.

 

[Felnik]

How bout watching nothing , South park really dude ?
Sounds like you got off easy

 

[hug46]

i have found, in my limited experience, that quietness comfort and darkness have given me the best experiences. Outside sounds and images tend to get picked up by your psychic antenna and can send you off on tangents. i like to close my eyes, relax and get on with the job at hand (whatever that may entail!):thumb_up:

 

[crazyk187]

Yea I don't have a second experience to compare with just yet..... im on a path and they wanted me to see it this way first for some reason.


Even tho all the south park....bla bla bla. What if other people were in the room how is that....I think that would be just as strange........I

 

[hug46]

well i guess it would depend what sort of people, if they were being noisy, stuff like that. I do it solo and when i used to do lsd and mushrooms, solo too was preferred a lot of the time. I can count on the fingers of one hand the people i would be happy tripping with but then again i used to be an antisocial, insecure mental wreck always trying to hold it together on the surface. Now i am more at peace with myself and the world at large but for the moment still fly solo.

 

[3rdI]

Yea I don't have a second experience to compare with just yet..... im on a path and they wanted me to see it this way first for some reason.

You chose to see it that way first, not them, a poor set and setting was the reason.

 

[crazyk187]

You chose to see it that way first, not them, a poor set and setting was the reason.



As stupid as it sounds I believe DMT found me. No 1 told me about it I stumbled across it Through my journey in life.... I'm the only person in my immediate circle that knows anything about it. That's because I did the research and everything to bring myself to the point where I could do it. I'm not at all upset with my experience. All that was happening was I was receiving information way too fast To decipher what was going on......

Keep in mind that is the only time that I have ever done it so I don't have several different experiences to compare it to but I'm not sure Why setting has any influence when you're supposed to be leaving the Nexus of space and time. You're going to a completely different dimension but god forbid You have a computer turned on where your body's at I don't understand that part quite yet I understand the come up and the come down maybe influenced by the settings but not the actual breakthrough..... like I said I don't know just my speculation as a first time explore.

 

[hug46]

You chose to see it that way first, not them, a poor set and setting was the reason.



I'm not at all upset with my experience. All that was happening was I was receiving information way too fast To decipher what was going on......

i am glad you were not upset, but give it a whirl with no outside distractions, and if you relax into it youll love it mate :thumb_up: think of it as a set of psychic spanners (wrenches) for opening your mind and tuning it , dive into your mind and see whats there! But don"t go crazy with the amounts you take to begin with get a feel for it and how much does what, afterall theres loads of time to experiment

 

[Felnik]

Set and setting are everything in fact . That's just the way it is whether you want to believe it or not.

There's much to learn from those who've gone before .
This is very powerful stuff its important not to ever loose sight if this fact .

Set setting , watch the dose .