my first time one hour later round 2!

[Blendabee]

Okay, second time ruled. I got closer to where I needed to be however I regret NOT going into the wormhole that I was offered!!!! I was afraid. I was raised Christian and this seemed kind of hedonistic or something, I felt like the truth of love and sex and pleasure was about to be revealed to me... So much to process took place like an explosion of intelligence. I saw scientific mysteries unfolding and I understood them in that millisecond. It was a carnival. I had songs playing that I had written and sang on and my own music was twisting me and turning me unraveling me expoosing my soul. My fried hit it too so we were in on this together. I remember him saying, "this is going on 24-7!". It was like he could see what I could see.. it got very intense so I leaned my head on his shoulder to ensure I had a traveling partner. At that moment a living vine came and enmeshed us together. We were breathing as one. It was like it bonded us. It felt sexual in a way I have never felt before. Like "this was it" or something and I waz being pulled toward the most inexplicable amazing wormhole I never thought I'd see. I sooooooo regret not going in. I knew that if I did I would NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. SO I held on to myself and I shouldnt have. It was red in color, I am going to put a picture of something I saw that was similiar. On each square there was an image and each row was rotating in opposite directions in a way in which I had never zeen befor, kind of steady but slow motion. I didnt go in because I was afraid to go down. After that I had the most euphoric rush to date. We listened to music. Let me ride by dr. Dre. OMG... that song was taking to a level I never thought possible. Oh yeah, were were shrooming to at the time. First trip we listened to shpongle. Too intense for me : ). Well I plan to visit again and I am sure the universe has the perfect experience lined up for me in the microcosm or macrocosm.... love to all my travelers on here!!!

 

[The Observer]

IMHO, you should try launching in an extremely quiet and controlled environment, with no one chatting or making any noise while you are traveling.

I think music can be a distraction, and would try without music, until I had some successful launches without.........it has a tendency to keep a link to this reality, therefore total silence allows me to journey without any audible anchor that may keep me tied to this reality.

My most powerful and most "meaningful" journey's have been with no music, and no chatter from the peanut gallery..............

IMHO

Good luck..............

 

[Kobranek]

Nice report!...welcome to the nexus...so how has your experience challenged or reinforced your christian beliefs?

As for me, at first it completely destroyed my beliefs but over time with proper integration they have actually reinforced them in a way. Kinda hard to explain. I feel over time you keep the beliefs that best resonate with you and either keep challenging them or just simply throw them out...as you can see right past them...but never stop questioning!
DMT definitely allows you to see outside the box for both the good and bad. Again welcome and thanks for sharing with us!

 

[Parshvik Chintan]

so how has your experience challenged or reinforced your christian beliefs?

i think he was just raised christian, not necessarily a believer.
the fear they instill in their young is pretty overwhelming (i was raised christian too, lol).

 

[Schizophrenia]

Could you launch again and enter the wormhole this time?

I really want to know what happens!

 

[Blendabee]

Thanks for the warm welcome. I appreciate it. Well the experience opened my eyes to another realm and side of things that I did not know existed. Makes me in more awe of the creator and how their are so many mysteries out there. It gives me an idea of the endless possibilities that may occur when I leave my body when I die. I definately will launce quietly next time. Ty for the advise...

 

[Psychonaut In Orbit]

IMHO, you should try launching in an extremely quiet and controlled environment, with no one chatting or making any noise while you are traveling.

I think music can be a distraction, and would try without music, until I had some successful launches without.........it has a tendency to keep a link to this reality, therefore total silence allows me to journey without any audible anchor that may keep me tied to this reality.

My most powerful and most "meaningful" journey's have been with no music, and no chatter from the peanut gallery..............

IMHO

Good luck..............

I partially agree... some of my most profound moments with DMT has been without music but at the same time some even MORE profound moments have happened with music. I'm a music producer so naturally music is going to be a part of me, and naturally I knew when I had decided to try DMT that I was going to be trippin with music sometimes. It has never been a distraction for me... the DMT actually uses the music to pull you in even further sometimes. If you are having a strong enough breakthrough then music being played or not isn't going to matter not one bit. I've had trips where the music was BLASTING and once the journey started and I was being warped to wherever.. I couldn't hear ANY music at all. I'm dead serious... the DMT completely muffled and silenced the music and the visions made their own music for a little while... then slowly bits and pieces of whatever type of music I was listening to would creep into the journey and the DMT would manipulate and transform it to something that is even beyond comprehending... it was like the DMT was showing me layers underneath layers of music that I never noticed while listening to these songs normally. DMT gave me the view and belief that music is multidimensional... :shock:

Talking is a different story... I prefer to wait till after coming back to talk if I'm tripping with someone else. I want to fully be in the moment at the time... and talking can most definitely be a distraction.

@Blendabee

Glad your mind's eye has been opened... so to say. :thumb_up:

Happy and Safe Travels

 

[ChrisHoi]

'We're open 24/7' is what a circus boss once told me before he catapulted me into a loophole tiled with blueprints of all the animals.