So recently I believe I went deeper then I ever have before. Maybe not visually. But its. It that often when I do it and have to ask my friends if I'm gonna be okay. Lol. So straight to hyperspace I went. But it wasn't extremely visual. Besides the warm "aztecy' colors I enjoy. It seemed like the room had no air in it at all. And I couldn't tell if I wqd breathing or not. It felt like my friends forgot I was there. And I was convinced this was the end. I tried reaching out to them to say goodbye. But I was too car gone. Before I knew it I crawled back into my own skin. And then laughed and cried.;" I'm so glad I'm back". Which is odd because usually I never want it to end.