new friend

[Bob Dylan]

Hi everyone i came to this website for the first time due to a friend. I love all the kind people here. They are very informative and non judging. (ive really only been in chat because i like talking to them haha)

I have only blasted off once. but it was something i cant explain.I smoked the molecule and went into a black state , i felt like i was there an eternity. i could not see anything but black but i could see endless light for miles. i felt lost yet safe. not a bad lost but the good kind. and then a floating man (a buddha type figure) completely surrounded by golden energy more powerful than the sun. even though i could not see it it was the brightest light ive ever seen. he had me follow him. i dont know how i was just following. after what felt like no time at all yet all the time ever we reached a rectangle emanating the same light he did. he had a face that kept changing. consistently morphing. he somehow told me to go through the door. and i went through the door right back into my physical body like the heaviest fall ever yet i wasnt falling. the man did not go through the light

 

[Orion]

We do try to keep the site free of judgement of others, happy to see this comes off to new members.

Sounds like a deep enough first experience. Sometimes this light becomes pretty blinding, to the point your already closed eyes try to blink their mental counterpart.

Welcome to the nexus!

 

[iAwakenU]

Welcome MJ!

 

[Bob Dylan]

it was in no way too bright. it was complete darkness yet so bright to where i could see where i could not see. and later on i came to beleive that the floating man was me and he stayed in the darkness. like a large part of me was stuck there scared to be free