Hi all, i felt like asking even though it may not be the right place. I am sure a few people here have experienced the dilemma which is nicotine addiction and thought i'd ask for advice.
I've been addicted pretty much the past 4 years, while the past 2 years has been an attempt to stop. I just can't imagine life without them but i hate them because how it is steadily draining me down. I do my fitness, meditation and other healthy like minded practices but when i do it, i feel like i can only put in 40% of my energy into it. When i focus on my breathing, i stop because it is uncomfortable, i can't remember what a clear breath feels like. When i workout i have tonnes of energy but my chest brings my whole body down. When i want to do most things positive, cigarettes weigh down my decisions somehow(not conciously, its just the overall mental and physical impact).
I recently had an attempt, 2 days, but today i cracked..i feel so determined but i lose. My longest stopping was 6 days.I have read/watched/listened too Alan Carr's Easyway to Stop Smoking many times(most people recommend it) but it does not work for me, i don't understand it. I feel totally helpless over it, its almost like i am kidding myself by trying to stop because i always end up failing.
I do smoke organic when i can but its not always available. I have looked into the ceremonial use but i don't exactly have that environmental stimuli or discipline to create that kind of habit. Does anyone have anything,advice or their personal experiences to stopping?
I've been addicted pretty much the past 4 years, while the past 2 years has been an attempt to stop. I just can't imagine life without them but i hate them because how it is steadily draining me down. I do my fitness, meditation and other healthy like minded practices but when i do it, i feel like i can only put in 40% of my energy into it. When i focus on my breathing, i stop because it is uncomfortable, i can't remember what a clear breath feels like. When i workout i have tonnes of energy but my chest brings my whole body down. When i want to do most things positive, cigarettes weigh down my decisions somehow(not conciously, its just the overall mental and physical impact).
I recently had an attempt, 2 days, but today i cracked..i feel so determined but i lose. My longest stopping was 6 days.I have read/watched/listened too Alan Carr's Easyway to Stop Smoking many times(most people recommend it) but it does not work for me, i don't understand it. I feel totally helpless over it, its almost like i am kidding myself by trying to stop because i always end up failing.
I do smoke organic when i can but its not always available. I have looked into the ceremonial use but i don't exactly have that environmental stimuli or discipline to create that kind of habit. Does anyone have anything,advice or their personal experiences to stopping?


I'll be growing my own stash here shortly and eating some daily as a supplement. We're in the same boat, i wish you the best and hope you overcome the habit. Peace.