At the end of the day just be yourself and settle in. Everyone here experiences a period of "new kid on the block" syndrome. Don't try too hard to fit in but at the same time try not to stick out like a sore thumb y'know. We're all human here (I hope) we all experience varying gradients of behaviours, emotions, and experiences.
It's been months since my last dose, not because I don't have it but because I got the message and hung up for a while. Yesterday I was getting lunch and this wall of raw emotion hit me like a tsunami. A giant wave of gratitude and feeling of being worthwhile. Dmt sincerely caused lifelong and potentially permanent change in my life. It's hard to imagine my world without having access to dmt. As a matter of fact I'll be archiving several extraction techs just for safe keeping.
As far as your extraction, I'd recommend hitting up the extraction sub forums. I know there's ~3 secondaries that might be good places to look and even more tertiary sub forums depending on the right you're hoping to take. What's your base material, intended end product, and the other components you would like to use. Maybe someone here can provide more direct link to help you get going.
The Nexus is a tool to archive people's interactions and experiences with dmt, it's not a bad thing to be candid and upfront. Just remember the Nexus can, at times, act like a mirror. You can and will get what you give. Love gets love and discord gets discord.

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