One two three times with Dmt, do angles exist ¿ should I take bufo alvarius

[Yama Niyama]

Mr. A introduced me to Dmt. I took it three times in about a month anda a half. 30 year old woman, no pre information about it, but had the chance to experience some ayahuasca about 4 years ago.

1) Comparing is not good, but the most beautiful trip ever. Fractals, buddhas, buddhas, buddhas and a beautiful cartoonish entity who was asking me to follow. Every time I followed a new beautiful image would come through. The last image was An alien something sitting in a bathroom toilet with sad / dead aspect. But this last image didn't make my ego sad, just lauph. The next Day something happened in real life ....To intimate to tell People.

2) Angles. Some fractals but completely different. There were angles. If i moved my head to the left three was this machinery machines, eternal machines, can't describe. If i moved my head upwards there was this beautiful black figure in a lotus position. All its chakras started lightening up. The third eye which is the purple chakra wad completely iluminated by purple light. Then I thought "meditation is better" and this beautiful image dissapeared and violet white dotted universe appeared. Then for some reason i looked back. There was this pond with fountains. Frogs jumping everywhere . They were smily and inviting to join the ponds. The next day something happened in real life. Someone i didn't know sent me an invitation for some bufo alvarius 5meodmt sessions through Facebook. Is it just coincidence ¿

3) Im quite nervous to explain the third trip. I took a Higher dose, 3 hits holding them in a bit less than needed. But it was completely different. Sad, just really sad. More sensory than visual and probably had an amnesia of some sort or brain fry cause I can't remember even half of it. Just 3 images and a Voice.
1) Fetus Being born and breathing and everything seemed to depend on its breathing. Breath was life, and life of other entities had very little breath. Or my ego, difficult to tell. Cause I am an anxious smoking person, at least in this life.
2) Then i saw hell on earth. Destruction, fire, death. I was even sadder. Then everything went black.
3) Mr. A was connected to this kind of matrix plug in, same was everyone else. And black again.

Then some "it" started speaking, really really soft i couldn't even hear so I remember hiding under the blancket and squeezing my right ear against the pillow. "You have very little time, you must change now." Then i started coming back to real life, although I somehow wanted to stay there. I came back from the trip really sad. I drunk a beer and had a cigarette. Next day was xmas , i went to sleep around 3,00 pm and woke up at 8,00 am remembering what what the last words of this entity where : "i love you deeply", and I somehow replied to this entity "i love you too".
Since Then I feel a little bit akward. Mr. A told me about 11-11 and Numbers and i see them everywhere.
Do angles exist in Dmt trips ¿ I felt that my head had to turn right for the first time to hear, to really hear what they where saying . Or is my own anxiety ego telling me myself and the world has to change Quickly , quite Quickly ¿
If we are all part of this beautiful something, why were this creatures so worried about our world coming to an end¿
Anyways , thank you Mr. A for giving me this experience. May love be with you.

 

[OprahFox]

Perhaps you should space your experiences a little more, although it is interesting that you were hit up for bufo toads by a complete stranger the day after that vision. I would advise against using an animal for your trip, how would you feel if someone squeezed out all of your gland juices to smoke?

 

[Jambra]

Do you share anything about your experiences on social media? Maybe that would explain somebody reaching out to you in that regard? Otherwise it could be taken as a synchronicity which some believe is a sign you're going with the flow, following the right path ect..

Whether or not it's okay to milk the toad I don't know. When it comes to living things I find it hard to understand what is right, plants are alive and we kill them to harvest at least the toad survives? But I don't imagine it would be a pleasant experience. Tricky moral area.

Actually I suppose the plant doesn't need to die to be harvested but parts of it do so it's almost the same thing if you're willing to accept the possibility plants can perceive in a way we might not yet understand.

 

[Asher7]

Leave the toads alone please, they don't want to be milked.

I've heard of people letting them sit on glass and then using a razor blade to scrape up the dried secretions but if their venom glands are on their back that wouldnt work.

They just want to be left alone.

I've wanted to try the waxy monkey tree frog venom but the way that venom is harvested is kind of cruel even though I hear the "natives" always release them after collecting the venom.

Here's a random jeopardy fact. The way they collect the venom is by tieing them to a little cross and distressing them by twisting their fingers and toes. Over time they collect the venom. In their circles, the people use phrases about twisting toes as a sexual innuendo.

Being valentines day, there's a lotta toe twisting going on I bet.8)

 

[nexalizer]

I would advise against using an animal for your trip, how would you feel if someone squeezed out all of your gland juices to smoke?

Kinky, count me in.