Terrific. I have about an ounce of seeds to work with. I actually may or may not have gotten results with 3 grams of rue just yestersday evening since my last post, so hopefully I can get my facts straight. I am at least positive that the 10X extract is not any more potent that the seeds themselves. Anyway, I consumed a tea of 3g boiled, crushed seeds in acidic solution at 5 pm and felt absolutely nothing 90 minuted later, at which time I created this thread. I wrapped a few things up and accomplished some odds and ends, and still feeling nothing at 8 pm I decided to finish a tea I'd prepared the previous day of black caapi vine and mimosa.
I'd estimate that I drank less than 1/4 by volume of whatever amount of b. caapi tea I'd originally prepared from 56 grams of whole vine, and maybe 3/4 of mimosa tea I'd prepared from 10 grams. Not 15 min. later, I had an unexpected visitor while I felt the effects coming on. Maybe that situation sobered me up but I think I handled it well, and I was alone again 20 min. later. Over the next two hours, I have an all too familiar neurotic episode that slowly builds into psychosis, and I also ride a wave of nausea that I just can't shake. I usually just continue on in this state until things the effects subside, but this time decide to rewrite the script, and instead of fighting myself and the chemicals I give up and just accept that I've been through this before and everything just has to run its course. I flip off the lights and retire to bed, and for the next hour I just shut my eyes and let go. I have no idea if I had actually fallen asleep or remained awake, but the nausea and fear and panic just melted away and were replaced with complete calm and serenity. I think I finally let go and was reward for it.
Did the syrian rue works it's magic? I think it must have, but I did also take some b. caapi. I don't think I drank enough, though, to have had a full blown trip, and this journey was slightly different than the one b.caapi takes me on. I was testing the waters with syrian rue before I took the admixture, but I didn't feel anything so I assumed it wasn't working. I know from experience that the caapi vine is psychoactive on its own, so I expected syrian rue was also active on its own. Also, is it possible that the syrian rue was still working as an MAOI that long after I consumed it?