Anyone ever had success with using LSD, mushrooms, or DMT to cure depression? I am not sure that i have depression (always leaned more towards bipolar or manic-depressive), but i once used a series of trips of LSD and mushrooms and DMT to at least come out of a depressive episode.
I took approximately 300-400 mics of LSD one weekend, then 3 or 4 days later i took an eighth of some penis envies(fantastic potency), and then 2 days later i had 3 breakthrough trips. I meditated on issues and concerns, as well as possible solutions, before each breakthrough. Before and during each trip of LSD and Mushrooms, I collected my self in what i viewed was the best way to direction me towards change.
The result was not immediate, but within a couple days i noticed a very very dramatic change in my attitude. i was very optimistic, more content, more docile, and was fine with anything that happened. I even started working out 5 days a week minimum for the next 4 months or so.
Not all of the changes completely stuck, but i must say some of them seemed to be pretty permanent, and i definitely feel there is a strong correlation between that change of attitude and the trip recovery i tried. Also about a month after that change, i started having weird reactions to psychedelics (that was the first time i had tried since the change).
I experienced much stronger effects from the same doses and had very persistent HPPD, which convinced me to take an 8 month break, until i felt comfortable again. After my break i had regular effects, maybe a little strong but not much more than regular, and much smoother transitions into breakthroughs. I am much less philosophical in altered states now as well, though not necessarily in a negative way.
Has anyone else had a similar experience or any knowledge of what happened to my brain or neurochemistry?
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