PH0Man
Rising Star
Hello!
A report on my psilohuasca experience of the 19th.
DETAILS
/Substances:
3g Syrian Rue (finely ground powder, washed down in a few gulps with milk), followed 10min later (12pm) by 2.3g of Psilocybe (Cubensis?) (mixed with peanut butter & maple syrup, quite a treat)
/Duration: 12 hours from admin. to baseline (12pm to 12am)
/Other:
No food approx. 16h prior, Weigh 140lbs, Previous psychoactive/psychedelic experiences with LSD(1x), P. Cubensis(2g) w. Rue(2.5g as a tea), Oral DMT(11x)(Up to 17g of ACRB with 6g Rue), smoked DMT(5x), Salvia (2x), Cannabis (biweekly) and ground Syrian Rue (9.1g)
THE REPORT
The trip started in my wild & green urban backyard. My friend had taken 1.7g of shrooms (no Rue). It was a beautiful day with a few clouds and warm. Within 45min, the visuals started. They're always most beautiful right at the beginning (before the peak is reached). The clouds had a sort of moving snakeskin pattern, which became an agglomeration of concave pearlescent quarter-spheres (incredibly detailed), with the pearlescence seeming to move towards a central point in the agglomeration. Unlike anything I'd ever seen in any of my previous experiences (shrooms seem to be the only thing that really make me hallucinate, aside from smoked DMT sometimes). I lay down in the grass and marveled, and seem to have died: I was composed of nothing but awareness for a few minutes; I think I may even have become a flower. Soon though (approx. 1:45pm), my friend started noticing that "the grass looks sharp, everything looks sharp!" I was quite enjoying myself, but for her sake we moved inside.
The weather was starting to get nasty as was the trip. I was misinterpreting my friend's anxiety for annoyance, which made me anxious, which she misinterpreted for annoyance... A vicious circle which lasted the majority of the remaining trip.
Around 2pm, what can only be described as insanity started. Reality and myself were slipping away, and were both being rebuilt as some kind of cynical joke in which any positivity was a pitiful self delusion. All aspects of my past, and even my current actions and thoughts became embarrassing, stupid and worthless. Unlike with the one other really bad trip I'd ever had (6g Rue +16g ACRB tea), in which my thoughs just kept looping and every thing/space in the nightime basement wanted to end my existence, this was a very internal and clear minded trip, hence much more negative. It was as if my psyche was axed down the middle and stuffed with wriggling, very unhapy maggots. I also seem to have gone blind for about an hour, as in nothing I could really focus or see anything clearly. I also found it totally impossibly to lie confortably in bed. The visuals had mostly disappeared after about 4pm, though perception of size/distance was slightly distorted. Around 4:30 the insanity started to lift, replaced by the an incessant feeling that something had to be done. Whenever I did do something though, it seemed like I was doing it wrong, and that I should stop. Which would of course leave me feeling I needed to do somethinh else. This feeling lasted till around 11pm.
In conclusion, I think it was very good that my friend had taken a much smaller dose, so she could in a way act as my sitter. I'd redo a similar dose, though I would make sure set and setting were more conducive to a positive trip. I'd even be tempted to smoke some DMT goo during the visual part, just to see if perhaps I could finally breakthrough that way. Also, unless you actually enjoy Rue tea, eating the powdered seeds is probably the best way of administrating them, about 5min before whatever else you're taking.
Safe travelling!
A report on my psilohuasca experience of the 19th.
DETAILS
/Substances:
3g Syrian Rue (finely ground powder, washed down in a few gulps with milk), followed 10min later (12pm) by 2.3g of Psilocybe (Cubensis?) (mixed with peanut butter & maple syrup, quite a treat)
/Duration: 12 hours from admin. to baseline (12pm to 12am)
/Other:
No food approx. 16h prior, Weigh 140lbs, Previous psychoactive/psychedelic experiences with LSD(1x), P. Cubensis(2g) w. Rue(2.5g as a tea), Oral DMT(11x)(Up to 17g of ACRB with 6g Rue), smoked DMT(5x), Salvia (2x), Cannabis (biweekly) and ground Syrian Rue (9.1g)
THE REPORT
The trip started in my wild & green urban backyard. My friend had taken 1.7g of shrooms (no Rue). It was a beautiful day with a few clouds and warm. Within 45min, the visuals started. They're always most beautiful right at the beginning (before the peak is reached). The clouds had a sort of moving snakeskin pattern, which became an agglomeration of concave pearlescent quarter-spheres (incredibly detailed), with the pearlescence seeming to move towards a central point in the agglomeration. Unlike anything I'd ever seen in any of my previous experiences (shrooms seem to be the only thing that really make me hallucinate, aside from smoked DMT sometimes). I lay down in the grass and marveled, and seem to have died: I was composed of nothing but awareness for a few minutes; I think I may even have become a flower. Soon though (approx. 1:45pm), my friend started noticing that "the grass looks sharp, everything looks sharp!" I was quite enjoying myself, but for her sake we moved inside.
The weather was starting to get nasty as was the trip. I was misinterpreting my friend's anxiety for annoyance, which made me anxious, which she misinterpreted for annoyance... A vicious circle which lasted the majority of the remaining trip.
Around 2pm, what can only be described as insanity started. Reality and myself were slipping away, and were both being rebuilt as some kind of cynical joke in which any positivity was a pitiful self delusion. All aspects of my past, and even my current actions and thoughts became embarrassing, stupid and worthless. Unlike with the one other really bad trip I'd ever had (6g Rue +16g ACRB tea), in which my thoughs just kept looping and every thing/space in the nightime basement wanted to end my existence, this was a very internal and clear minded trip, hence much more negative. It was as if my psyche was axed down the middle and stuffed with wriggling, very unhapy maggots. I also seem to have gone blind for about an hour, as in nothing I could really focus or see anything clearly. I also found it totally impossibly to lie confortably in bed. The visuals had mostly disappeared after about 4pm, though perception of size/distance was slightly distorted. Around 4:30 the insanity started to lift, replaced by the an incessant feeling that something had to be done. Whenever I did do something though, it seemed like I was doing it wrong, and that I should stop. Which would of course leave me feeling I needed to do somethinh else. This feeling lasted till around 11pm.
In conclusion, I think it was very good that my friend had taken a much smaller dose, so she could in a way act as my sitter. I'd redo a similar dose, though I would make sure set and setting were more conducive to a positive trip. I'd even be tempted to smoke some DMT goo during the visual part, just to see if perhaps I could finally breakthrough that way. Also, unless you actually enjoy Rue tea, eating the powdered seeds is probably the best way of administrating them, about 5min before whatever else you're taking.
Safe travelling!
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