A. Hofmann
To fathom Hell or soar angelic, just take a pinch
In Albert Hofmann's famous LSD: My Problem Child, he discusses his own puzzlement at discovering that LSD had become a widely used recreational drug. When I first read his book, I thought he was a bit naïve not to see the recreational appeal of psychedelics. Having had more varied and intense experienced since then, it took me very little time indeed to come to sympathise with Dr Hofmann. This is true for many friends and fellow psychonauts who have experienced these chemicals more than a few times. I hesitate to even call them drugs, for they don't get me stoned or inebriated: they simply seem to be prying the hinges from my consciousness.
This is simply a post intended to ask who else feels this way. I have more or less given up trying to 'have fun' on psychedelics; I have no idea who would want to party on acid; and so forth. The intense and revelatory experience of travelling through the diaphanous exhalations of my own brain are more important to me than partying with others, which frankly seems to be utterly masturbatory. I do indulge myself with marijuana, but I've given up any other kinds of inebriation, namely alcohol, in the wake of my psychonautics. The last of these is consistent with LSD-use, but my real question is whether others have experienced a similar phenomenon: introduction to psychedelics through drug-culture, followed by subsequent dissociation from the drug-culture through psychedelics. I'm curious, because, as I said, I can't bring myself to call them drugs any more.
This is simply a post intended to ask who else feels this way. I have more or less given up trying to 'have fun' on psychedelics; I have no idea who would want to party on acid; and so forth. The intense and revelatory experience of travelling through the diaphanous exhalations of my own brain are more important to me than partying with others, which frankly seems to be utterly masturbatory. I do indulge myself with marijuana, but I've given up any other kinds of inebriation, namely alcohol, in the wake of my psychonautics. The last of these is consistent with LSD-use, but my real question is whether others have experienced a similar phenomenon: introduction to psychedelics through drug-culture, followed by subsequent dissociation from the drug-culture through psychedelics. I'm curious, because, as I said, I can't bring myself to call them drugs any more.
