Ya know, i don't know if i'm crazy or what, but another thing that drives my spiritual thoughts is a very crazy experience i've had many times. I guess you could even say i'm somewhat of a nut, but on many occasions i have looked into a wild birds eye's, and squirrel once, and visualized me looking through its eye's as it looks at me, grasp some kind of feeling like i'm connected with the bird and it walks up to me. Very very odd, because when i got anxiety because it actually was walking up to me, it would turn and run, but i try to connect back, and it turns around and runs back to me(Getting within 2 feet), and in one case got a foot infront of me then flew off and missed my head within inches.
I've had a hawk land in a tree over 20ft away, fly down to the ground, walk around, then walk right up to me, 5ft away, and just looked at me directly in my eyes for a couple of minutes then fly off.
I've tried this maybe illusional connection on a mole walking around at night over 50 feet away, without making any noise or movement, and it runs directly at me, gets 10ft away, i feel freaked out because its seemingly working(I'm trying to get them to come to me), it turns and runs away, i feel i'm connected again and it comes straight for me again. Freaky!
I've had a 3ft grass snake run up on me in the woods, where i like to smoke my herb, and just stair at it as it stairs at me, it chilled with me for about 10 minutes, then carried on as normal.
I just don't know what to think of all that, would science even have an explanation?
With the birds, i've had that happen over 20 times, only once with the mole, hawk, squirrel and snake. Oh yea, and about 2 or 3 times with chipmunks. I don't seem to be crazy, so i really don't know what to make of it. I guess you could say i'm crazy, being that i even tried it, i don't seem crazy do i?
By the way, i usually don't share this story with others for obvious reasons.