jbark said:The salvia experience itself has always been for me at best neutral and mildly, enjoyably disorienting and at worst, terribly dysphoric. The afterglow, however, is unequaled in euphoria, a euphoria that is commensurate with the strength of the experience and that tapers slowly from a peak 5 minutes after "returning" to up to 2 hours.
Can you elucidate just a little on why you are feeling this euphoria, in your post peaking experience? I always am glad to be back on two feet, with the solidity of a familiar world under my center of gravity. I personally feel quite alien for several minutes, as I re-assimilate my "normal" pattern of habitual being. Still, in the afterglow, I do feel almost reborn, however battle-weary. This can be quite peaceful and even a touch sedated and electro-fuzzy?
Frankly, during the dissociation of the wild Salvinorin A rodeo, I can't rally say I even knew what human feeling is, let alone how I feel. The most intriguing thing I notice about the SD experience, is that my identity is evaporated temporarily and I am wide open to possibilities. Also, I always vaguely remember that I have recalled something of profound depth and power... but I honestly can't remember what it is any more, upon the returning. There are small flashes, bits & pieces that linger on, though...
Like when you dream of flying at night when you sleep? Since I was a small child, I have had dreams of flying through the open blue sky. In the middle of the dream experience, I remember the equation for flight. It is an incantation with certain mystical/mathematical significance but when recited properly, it cause weightlessness. It is a thought form of sorts and has the capacity to enable us to will ourselves to do just about anything, including flying.
But... that's dreaming and the realm of the right hemisphere of the human brain, a world of symbols and variegated feelings and sensations. Salvia Divinorum seems to have it's own universe and it's own rules. My subjectivity gets blown to tiny pieces of electromagnetic confetti!!!
maxzar100 said:It is definitely different from the euphoria of mescaline, aya, mdma, etc, but for me I find it is definitely a euphoria of its own type, especially If I smoke it every day for a 2 or 3 weeks the euphoria will last throughout the day if I smoke it in the morning.
Again, I wonder if a reverse tolerance type of mechanism is at play with Salvia Divinorum euphoria? I'll have to spend more time with the Lady and touch base with everyone after the voyage.. I have Friday off and I gots me some 20x standardized extract.
universecannon said:not usually, unless you count that huge rush of euphoria on the comedown of a rough one..that euphoric relief which surges through me as i realize i'm not dead and wont be stuck in an eternity of mind-fuck forever.
Me too. I also have given this considerable thought over the last few days... I believe the degree of euphoria we experience is correlated to how much we actually like ourselves. You know, after intense dissociation, an introductory period of acquaintance occurs between the freshly Salvianated dreamer, the core soul essence of the individual Spirit Dancer and the conditioned mind-set, personality characteristics and the unique patterning of the ordinary personage.
I know it sounds trite, but I actually do like to return to my own particular subjective constructs. This will definately produce a relaxed and somewhat euphoric state of mind. Am I crazy or what? "Thank God I'm me, once more, whew..." Again, I will touch bases in a couple days and report back to your folks about the lift off, the voyage and the landing/re-entry period.
burnignmouth said:I think I read once that salvia can't produce euphoria because of its receptor. But I'm in the camp that says there is a euphoric affect. When I'm tripping with extract, I feel like I'm in a salvia world that feels euphoric. Also, when I'm in the afterglow (plain leaf or extract), there is a strong positive feeling state, almost blissful.
Say, did you feel this euphoria from the very beginning of your dance with Lady Salvia trips or did if gradually come on with more familiarity, attunement and exposure? I am curious to know if there is a learning curve with this herb, as there certainly is with the tolerance levels. The other Sacred Medicines create a more "spiritual" pattern of progressive stages of mind expansion, climaxing in a release into gentle waves of peace and euphoric ripples of blissfulness. Always, this is the calm after the storm, so to speak. The intensity of the peaks are, as we all know, beyond the scope of words. Why would Salvia Divinorum be any different? I would like to tune in to the bliss while in the rush of SD immersion. You folks have truly inspired me to open myself further to the reception of this ecstatic symbiosis.
Dioxippus said:I'm definitely with you, it can and does produce euphoria. The neutral emotional flatness that gibran and I talked about is (for me at least) a very relaxed state, conducive to a meditative state. That's the impression I've gotten many times, that I could reach this state on my own through meditation, if I worked hard enough at it. Fortunately, I'm able to experience it through Salvia instantaneously, rather than spending most of my natural life trying to attain it. These entheogens we work with are fabulous short-cuts to profound states of mind.
Agreed. I am highly motivated to take steps to experiment with some of these states of mind. I've also been working steadily on my lucid dreaming sensibilities. I have just started to touch into something wonderful and I sense Salvia Divinorum World is vibrating on a very similar plane of consciousness... only much, much more psychedelically explosive! Spiralling pinwheels of crackling, multicolored lights. Yes, it's a wild ride indeed.
Peace, love & light
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