Hello all. Time for the introduction. I always find these things a bit odd.
I have come back to psychedelics after a 15 year hiatus, in part to try to learn more about myself and in some regards heal. And also because they are just so strange and wonderful. I would say that Psilocybe mushrooms are my psychedelic of choice, although DMT is a close and not well explored (for me) second.
I did my second extraction (first successful) a bit ago with great success. (Modified Max Ion with 6 longer term heated touluene pulls yielded around 3.9% full spectrum after clean up)
I have since attempted to “break through” a handful of times with mixed success. Most recently with the addition of 2.5 grams of Syrian rue 30 minutes prior to vaping. This experience lasted 20 minutes or so before I was “back”. However I’ve never had any of the out of body transformative types of experiences that seem all too common. This is not a complaint, more of an observation of the myriad of differing ways these chemicals affect us as individuals. I seem to more or less encounter and in more intense experiences become visually represented mathematics not always fractals sometimes grid patterns or standing wave functions. I am left wondering if my expectations have caused much of the DMT flash to pass me by?
Thank you for the learning opportunity and community.
I have come back to psychedelics after a 15 year hiatus, in part to try to learn more about myself and in some regards heal. And also because they are just so strange and wonderful. I would say that Psilocybe mushrooms are my psychedelic of choice, although DMT is a close and not well explored (for me) second.
I did my second extraction (first successful) a bit ago with great success. (Modified Max Ion with 6 longer term heated touluene pulls yielded around 3.9% full spectrum after clean up)
I have since attempted to “break through” a handful of times with mixed success. Most recently with the addition of 2.5 grams of Syrian rue 30 minutes prior to vaping. This experience lasted 20 minutes or so before I was “back”. However I’ve never had any of the out of body transformative types of experiences that seem all too common. This is not a complaint, more of an observation of the myriad of differing ways these chemicals affect us as individuals. I seem to more or less encounter and in more intense experiences become visually represented mathematics not always fractals sometimes grid patterns or standing wave functions. I am left wondering if my expectations have caused much of the DMT flash to pass me by?
Thank you for the learning opportunity and community.