A little background, I was born in New York, raised in South Florida. I have always had a greater spiritual connection with things, one that I wasn't allowed to understand from an early age. The world definitely had to condition me out of my true nature. I am slowly getting back my true self through the use of psychedelics. It is as if the world takes the magic away from you, but if you try, you can bring it back.
My first experience with psychedelics was with LSD. I was not looking for it. I did not even know anything about psychedelics and the potential it could hold for me. It was if it came into my life because I needed the experience. I have always been able to find it, when necessary. Shortly after LSD, DMT came into my life just as mysteriously. I had heard traces of it here and there, but of course could never truly understand it until I actually experienced it.
When I did, everything made sense.
My first experience was with alien beings. They have continuously come to me in my trips and interacted with me in various way. They show me things, travel with me, touch me. I am still trying to make sense of it all. It has definitely left with more questions now, than answers. It is hard knowing that this world exists, but it is out of reach.
My life right now is in a strange place. I just recently got off probation for selling ecstasy, served time in jail for a while. I work a shitty job that is beneath me to get by. I am hoping to go somewhere with my art one day. I am hoping that I can fully connect with my spiritual self, and learn to let go of the physical ego and it's redundant manifestations. If anything, DMT has shown me that I have a divine self, and it is this divine self that I must learn to manifest from.
The universe has always had a strange way of bringing things into my life, and also, taking them away. I know that it all has it's purpose. Currently, I am trying to gain all my pieces, so that finally, I can play.
My first experience with psychedelics was with LSD. I was not looking for it. I did not even know anything about psychedelics and the potential it could hold for me. It was if it came into my life because I needed the experience. I have always been able to find it, when necessary. Shortly after LSD, DMT came into my life just as mysteriously. I had heard traces of it here and there, but of course could never truly understand it until I actually experienced it.
When I did, everything made sense.
My first experience was with alien beings. They have continuously come to me in my trips and interacted with me in various way. They show me things, travel with me, touch me. I am still trying to make sense of it all. It has definitely left with more questions now, than answers. It is hard knowing that this world exists, but it is out of reach.
My life right now is in a strange place. I just recently got off probation for selling ecstasy, served time in jail for a while. I work a shitty job that is beneath me to get by. I am hoping to go somewhere with my art one day. I am hoping that I can fully connect with my spiritual self, and learn to let go of the physical ego and it's redundant manifestations. If anything, DMT has shown me that I have a divine self, and it is this divine self that I must learn to manifest from.
The universe has always had a strange way of bringing things into my life, and also, taking them away. I know that it all has it's purpose. Currently, I am trying to gain all my pieces, so that finally, I can play.
