zombicyckel
Armchair activist
- Merits
- 42
So my first trip report and first psychedelic ever.
Before: I was with a friend, watching some spaced he had smoked some cannabis. All good, I decided to take small hits from the gvg with some really old enhanced leaf, gave no effects. We kept laughing at how bad it would be to breakthough with that show on. Some really wierd and "scary" stuff.
I decided to load some acacia changa into the bong. started with like 40mg, got some intresting effects. Some bodyload, everything felt nice. Decided to go deeper, loaded more(didnt measure). Now it got intresting, I could hear some vibrating sound, and bodyload increased, some visuals. The lighter looked like a lightning when I moved it away, already some time distortion.
Things starting to get intresting
Now i decided to go big, loaded the last of the changa and loaded some full spectrum acacia extract. Didnt measure, but it was big this time. I inhaled very slowly, and for a long time. and held it in for like 30 seconds. Now things got wierd, the noise got way louder. I felt like I merged with my surrounding. Some pattern was appearing on the wall and got more and more intense(hard to describe). closed my eyes because it would be to strange to keep them open because the intensity was increasing. I was expecting unreal and fake visuals, but these, first thing I thought of was how real they looked and not fake. The visuals encompassed the room at this point. It felt like I was looking at the room with new eyes that could now see what had been there all along.
Closed them, got some 3D fluid thing visual. Never seen anything like it, hard to describe. It Felt like I had stopped breathing, took a breath(was relieved how easy it was) At this point, I stopped to hear the music(carbon based - gryning). Now I got concered. I opened my eyes, and it truely felt like time had stopped. my friend was not moving, I just looked at him at it feelt like it had stopped. There was just this stillness to it. I felt rather disconnected to my body. felt like I was the surrounding in some wierd manner because the loss of feeling.
I was getting a bit freaked how now, what have I done to my brain. The song felt like it would go on forever(awesome song, but it was getting freaky). I leaned forward to look at the timestamp on the mediaplayer, the thing didnt move! yet I clearly hear the music, slow and neverending. the time it took for one second for the media player to move one second I had soooo many thought between that it was crazy. I relaxed, still felt connected to my enviroment/decreased feeling in body, having visuals. I leened back and relaxed and enjoyed the track. But after awhile it was hard not to think about how slow time seems to be going. The track seems beyond long, and my friends stillness is freaking me out. I decided to go out for some air. Was rather hard to walk, but I focused and did my best. Took some water before going out, it tasted amazing. But I still felt rather sedated. Didnt have much feeling in my mouth.
I walked outside, man the air/the dark night/ felt amazing, i was getting calm. But now it starts to feel like I havnt even left the chair I was sitting in.
I had thoughts like:
"WTF is happening?"
"Calm down, even if im just tripping I will come down in 15min.
"WTF is 15min? how long can 15 min be??? how can this time distortion be possible?"
"Cant even imagine people who have been tripping 12 hours with this madness, one truly have to be mad to want to experience that for 12 hours, these 15 min couldnt be longer. feels like over an hour now". Things like total madness doesnt seem so impossible anymore.
I walk around a bit in the grass back and forth, still feeling like im connected to my surrondings. I wanted it to stopp, the thought of I was still sitting in the chair freaked me out. I walked into the bathroom, had some red visual(hard to remember). Took some water, still thinking how long can this possibly be??
Comedown:
I walked into my friends room, talked about how it was going and my thoughts on it. was still very much feeling it. But I def felt like I was coming down and I was relieved. cant say this is anything for me. Maybe in the future, I can have the comfort of having some experience that it will indeed end.
Overall I had a good time, dispite the strange things/thoughts that happend. but im not sure I will be back for awhile.
Before: I was with a friend, watching some spaced he had smoked some cannabis. All good, I decided to take small hits from the gvg with some really old enhanced leaf, gave no effects. We kept laughing at how bad it would be to breakthough with that show on. Some really wierd and "scary" stuff.
I decided to load some acacia changa into the bong. started with like 40mg, got some intresting effects. Some bodyload, everything felt nice. Decided to go deeper, loaded more(didnt measure). Now it got intresting, I could hear some vibrating sound, and bodyload increased, some visuals. The lighter looked like a lightning when I moved it away, already some time distortion.
Things starting to get intresting
Now i decided to go big, loaded the last of the changa and loaded some full spectrum acacia extract. Didnt measure, but it was big this time. I inhaled very slowly, and for a long time. and held it in for like 30 seconds. Now things got wierd, the noise got way louder. I felt like I merged with my surrounding. Some pattern was appearing on the wall and got more and more intense(hard to describe). closed my eyes because it would be to strange to keep them open because the intensity was increasing. I was expecting unreal and fake visuals, but these, first thing I thought of was how real they looked and not fake. The visuals encompassed the room at this point. It felt like I was looking at the room with new eyes that could now see what had been there all along.
Closed them, got some 3D fluid thing visual. Never seen anything like it, hard to describe. It Felt like I had stopped breathing, took a breath(was relieved how easy it was) At this point, I stopped to hear the music(carbon based - gryning). Now I got concered. I opened my eyes, and it truely felt like time had stopped. my friend was not moving, I just looked at him at it feelt like it had stopped. There was just this stillness to it. I felt rather disconnected to my body. felt like I was the surrounding in some wierd manner because the loss of feeling.
I was getting a bit freaked how now, what have I done to my brain. The song felt like it would go on forever(awesome song, but it was getting freaky). I leaned forward to look at the timestamp on the mediaplayer, the thing didnt move! yet I clearly hear the music, slow and neverending. the time it took for one second for the media player to move one second I had soooo many thought between that it was crazy. I relaxed, still felt connected to my enviroment/decreased feeling in body, having visuals. I leened back and relaxed and enjoyed the track. But after awhile it was hard not to think about how slow time seems to be going. The track seems beyond long, and my friends stillness is freaking me out. I decided to go out for some air. Was rather hard to walk, but I focused and did my best. Took some water before going out, it tasted amazing. But I still felt rather sedated. Didnt have much feeling in my mouth.
I walked outside, man the air/the dark night/ felt amazing, i was getting calm. But now it starts to feel like I havnt even left the chair I was sitting in.
I had thoughts like:
"WTF is happening?"
"Calm down, even if im just tripping I will come down in 15min.
"WTF is 15min? how long can 15 min be??? how can this time distortion be possible?"
"Cant even imagine people who have been tripping 12 hours with this madness, one truly have to be mad to want to experience that for 12 hours, these 15 min couldnt be longer. feels like over an hour now". Things like total madness doesnt seem so impossible anymore.
I walk around a bit in the grass back and forth, still feeling like im connected to my surrondings. I wanted it to stopp, the thought of I was still sitting in the chair freaked me out. I walked into the bathroom, had some red visual(hard to remember). Took some water, still thinking how long can this possibly be??
Comedown:
I walked into my friends room, talked about how it was going and my thoughts on it. was still very much feeling it. But I def felt like I was coming down and I was relieved. cant say this is anything for me. Maybe in the future, I can have the comfort of having some experience that it will indeed end.
Overall I had a good time, dispite the strange things/thoughts that happend. but im not sure I will be back for awhile.
But also intresting to reflect on afterwards. It surely doesnt make any sense at all. This was just a few hours ago 
