Somthing strange happened!!!

[YTXian]

I just...(oh yeah, not me someone else whatever) finished my first series of experimental pulls using a few diffrent teks. I got mostly white fluffy n-DMT but I also got some yellow waxy clay like stuff in small amounts from some of the experiments that wheren't quite so successful. I figured this must be DMT oxide. I mixed them all together thinking that a wider spectrum is gonna give the most interesting experience.
Some of it I had washed with (distilled)H2O and NA2CO3. Some of it I didn't wash at all.
None of it was re-xtalized.

I don't know what a "break through" is...I have pondered it and though about looking it up in the forums but havn't had time.

Besides, I'm pretty sure I know what is ment by this term as I have actually injected a large amount of 5-Meo-n-DM-n-T before (see my post under introductions if interested).

I have heard and read that one shouldn't do deamsters alone.
I have heard and read this ingeneral about hallucinogens.
I have never followed this advice, I love to trip alone in silence without distraction or outside input.

I've only tried small doses of my total yeild so far and just now decided to "go for the gusto!" so to speak so I loaded up a rather large hit (maybe 35-50mg?) and took a nice long pull.

SOMETHING WEIRD HAPPENED!
I barely blew out even a slight vapor and was happy to observe that I was breathing regularly without effort (somtimes I gotta pay attention to this and remember to breath).
My vision split into like double or quadruple images, as if blurry vision but crisp and well defined. Highly defined:lol: !

THEN ALL OF MY HAIR STOOD ON END AS I FELT STATIC FLOW THROUGH ME FROM...?

Realy! I didn't hallucinate this!
Through out the experience I felt as if I was being pestered by a flying bug or two. I had the sudden feeling that something was in my mouth or had flown in and I can not for sure say that I observed little black ...slivers?... flying about...seems like it but I couldn't catch one or maybe I couldn't see sraight enuf to clearly verify them. I have had this feeling before, it's very annoying and I usualy make a point of ignoring it.

I though of this (and other petty worries, concernes and discomforts) as being nerosis manifest and distracting me from the whole of the experience.

Like when meditating and one has 'breaks' in concentration.
Funny I didn't think to use a mantra at that point.

Voices came through the radio and even through the frequency of energy that composes matter saying "He won't be distracted..." or something to that extent. Messages and phrases (communication)came to me inserted into music or even strange syntheseisa of reality perceived and reality interpreted.

I know that last statment makes almost no sense and says very little that is comprehensable. Sorry

I got the feeling and perceptions that I was being observed in a way that was beyond my comprehension and there was a slightly sinister feel to it all but not to scary.

I've encountered this before and usualy it (or they?) feels much more evil.

The thing is this; after I had returned to at least a ++ or a + I went to the sink to spit (finally) and looked in the mirror.

MY HAIR HAD DEFINATLY BEEN STOOD UP STRAIGHT ON END BY HYDROGEN IN ION! It is now a fuzzy mess!:?

In my life the paranormal isn't so "para" as much as it is "normal". Yet this is one of the strangest phenomena I have ever observed. I have my own little hypothesis about it but I really hope someone else on this forum can relate to this and has some input about it for me.

 

[DoctorMantus]

I just...(oh yeah, not me someone else whatever)

I don't know what a "break through" is...I have pondered it and though about looking it up in the forums but havn't had time.

I have heard and read that one shouldn't do deamsters alone.

First it doesn't make sense to me that you would put that first part in, and then write it all in first person anyways.

Second It doesn't really matter whether you know what a breakthrough is or not, everyone has there own interpretation, so its hard to have one until you have broken through, you say you haven't had the time i would suggest to at least have the time to read through the forum and learn the things you should know about doing DMT, Its very convenient to be able to extract spice on our own, And to have that privilege i think you need to respect spice more, it just seems like you want to experience the spice or just do it just to tell everyone about your experience, but i dont see full seriousness, its not about getting high its about going in and looking for ideas that could impact others, or even a self-cleansing to heal yourself maybe heal others, Another thing we dont call it Deamsters, Its a spirit molecule not a street drug.

 

[YTXian]

Uh, yes Sir. Noted.
In all my years of taking DMT (about 11 of them) I've never had anyone throw the rule book at me!
My apologys if my lack of formality offeneds you.
:shock:
But I was realy hoping to get some knowledge about the static thing.

 

[DoctorMantus]

Please dont be upset or offended by what i had to say, and i am only trying to protect the spice, to be honest i have been observing the nexus the past few months, and recently it just seems to be getting diluted with people who want to just preform an extraction so they could obtain the substance to just smoke and have a good time and most are not even reading up on the important things there are to know, instead they ask silly questions which usually ends up with a nexus member sending them to the wiki, or they will put up there report, and i have read through a lot of reports and yes all are different obv in there own way, but it seems as if so many people are reporting there experiences with no meaning to sovle or ask questions but just to let everyone know that they were smoking spice, and how crazy there experience was, some people use it one two times a day, or multiple days on end multiple hits like 4 big hits (Seems a little unnecessary) and so on, ive just read reports and to me most people are just trying to get high.

And dont worry i was not offended by your lack of formality,but use of appropriate wording would be very helpfull to the community, i was not trying to make a jugdement of your experience but for someone to have that many years of experience i would think you knew what a break through was, and 11 yrs experience you still call it deamsters, i just wanted to inform you that not just me but the nexus community wouldnt approve of you using such a word.

I really have not experience anything like the static thing, i hope you find the answer, safe travels to you.

 

[BeastofBurden]

Hello, YTXian
Don't feel ashamed or embarrassed at your mistake, because after all, it was just a mistake. We all make mistakes.

I just...(oh yeah, not me someone else whatever) finished my first series of experimental pulls using a few diffrent teks

The word you are looking for is SWIM, meaning "someone who isn't me", or "someone who isn't myself". When directing a question or comment at another member, you may say SWIY: "Someone who isn't You".

DoctorMantus:

And dont worry i was not offended by your lack of formality,but use of appropriate wording would be very helpfull to the community, i was not trying to make a jugdement of your experience but for someone to have that many years of experience i would think you knew what a break through was, and 11 yrs experience you still call it deamsters, i just wanted to inform you that not just me but the nexus community wouldnt approve of you using such a word.

I'm not sure how acquainted you are with Ayahuasca but perhaps meeting her will show you, teach you, how to come about communicating with others on this site (and avoid any embarrassment. DMT is a flash, Ayahuasca is a journey. You will learn more about yourself in a journey.

 

[YTXian]

I'm sorry too.

I don't communicate very well sometimes.

I absolutly understand the desire to be respectful when speaking of this substance.

At the moment I can't think of anything more humbling next to death. As Carlos Castenadas Don Juan said "Death is my advisor. My death is always right here to my left and I can ask my death; Is this worthy of my time?"- or something to that extent.

I think a break through is relative to how far you've ever gone before...I should be more honest, I've been taking DMT and her sister 5Meo-DMT for 11 years at least but that doesn't mean I've been taking it on a regular basis the whole time. more like on and off as it has been available...and now thanks to the wonderful minds at the DMT-Nexus I have become empowered to make it available to myself whenever I feel the time is right! Oh thank you, thank you, thank you Nexus and Nexians! (tears of joy are streaming down the face of my heart and our soul:d )

I don't know if there is a final break through. Like, if I'll ever reach the end of it.

Frankly the thought of that terrifys me! (and, strangly, turns me on!:shock: )

Several times a day seems a bit excessive to me too...each to there own I guess.

You say spice, I say Deamsters (in reference to both the substance and those who take it often). That's just realy who I am and where I'm from. I don't want to portray myself as a youth who's just looking for a neat high though so I probably won't use that term on the forum anymore. Most of all I can tell that you have reverence for the awsome power of this substance and I share that with you so I don't want to offend those who are like us in that sense. Thanks for the heads up!

The 'Oh yeah! Not me someone else whatever) is just me being cocky because I find SWIM to be a little rediciulous!:roll:
I don't belive that using SWIM is gonna protect me in anyway from the prohibitionist powers that be, nor do I think that I would stand a chance in a court of law at fooling anybody with SWIM.