Still a virgin, anything that should be done while I still am a virgin?

[c1011633]

Hello,

I'm planning on my first DMT experience, my reasons are clear and just. In short: spiritual enlightenment. I have a clear and confident consciousness , with no burdend background. Also experienced with other hallucinogens. Just in case, someone I trust will tripsit.
I will try ayahuasca first.

What I don't know, and this is on purpose, is all the personal experiences of people, the visuals and the enlightenments they individualy had. This is to keep my first experience as novel as possible (still have regrets knowing so much about magic mushrooms before trying them).


But is there anything I should do before ayahuasca, something I will never be able to do again after losing my "virginity" ?
-write something down & what subject?
-Record a video of the experience?

TLDR: What do you whish you wouldve done before you're first DMT experience?
PS: So much use of "I" I almost feel bad about it.

 

[Global]

Take note of exactly what it looks like when you close your eyes dead sober. Notice what the patterns are like, their intensity, if there are any at all. Just how pure black is it really when you close your eyes in a pitch black room? These are questions I would ask myself if I could go back before DMT.

 

[Akasha224]

One idea that I wished I had thought of before I started tripping (not necessarily on DMT; psilocybin was my first experience with a hallucinogen) was to have some sort of memento. Something that is very important to you to give you those good vibrations and help pull you up out of the depths of hell when things begin to get too intense and frightening.

Mine is a rosary that belonged to my grandmother. My father gave it to me after she died. I pick it up and kiss the cross before I blast off for good luck, and if things go bananas, I hang onto it for dear life and I can talk myself through it.

I'm not Catholic/Christian/religious in general. The rosary is meaningful to me for other reasons.

 

[c1011633]

Take note of exactly what it looks like when you close your eyes dead sober. Notice what the patterns are like, their intensity, if there are any at all. Just how pure black is it really when you close your eyes in a pitch black room? These are questions I would ask myself if I could go back before DMT.

Thank you!

Closing my eyes in a dark room, I see static visual snow, tiny tiny white dots on a absolutely black background.
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And in the evening when very tired or when doing a WILD (google it: wake induced lucid dreaming) I can see brownish/dark yellow spots expanding from the center of my vision outwards, or from the outside of my vision inwards. These patterns swirl a litle bit.

Noteworthy: When a kid at night, I used to see green/purple/red spots floating through the room, in a breathing sensation, almost like waves. They would float through the walls and I would try to "catch" them, or change the flow speed, I could halt it but it would always go on.

 

[SpartanII]

I will try ayahuasca first.

Be prepared to puke your guts out unless you have changed your diet. Pay attention to what you put into your body (and mind), before you take the plunge, or it may be quite uncomfortable.