MomentOfTruth
Astro-Travellin
I have some strange phenomena to report and wonder if anyone here has had similar experiences. Just to clarify, this has happened to me several times now and is an ongoing phenomena that I regularly experience. There have been a few times that it has been more profound than others but its the same deal every time.
The first one is the one that i experience most often.
I blast off. I enjoy the usually rush of extradimensional joy and amazement. As the visions begin to fade I open my eyes and all of my familiar surroundings are slightly different. Almost as if they are manufactured. Like the screamster caused a glitch in the matrix.
Let me be more specific. I have an MPC1000(sampler/drum machine) that i've owned for 7 years. I also have a Microkorg synthesizer(owned for 3 years). Sony Vaio Laptop(2 years). And my cellular phone. Its safe to say that i know the exact dimensions, weight, feel, layout, fonts of the lettering on the screens of all of these items. I could probably recreate them out of memory almost perfectly.
So for example, i will be sitting in my studio chair, blast off, come down, open my eyes, and all of my electronics/equipment are similar, but different enough that it all stands out like a sore thumb. The obvious response is "NO SH!T, SHERLOCK... YOU ARE HALLUCINATING".... however... these are not normal hallucinations as I can see these things clear as day. I can feel them in my hands. The images are crystal clear, and incorrect. Even down to the style of numbering on my touch screen phone, and the layout of the menus. Its like i'm waking up in another dimension. I don't know if this is going to make sense to anyone because its kind of hard to explain.
The weirdest/most profound occurence of this that i experienced was one of the first times it happened. I had just come off of a trip, the visions had faded to black with my eyes closed, I opened my eyes and i instantly noticed that it looked like i was in another room. I was in the same chair, sitting in my studio, but I was perceiving all of my well known equipment as if they were poorly manufactured replicas of the original items. So I started geeking out for a minute and was looking up toward the sky, audibly questioning the universe like "What the hell is going on here, what is this madness? Where am I?" and basically demanding an answer as to what is going on! I sat there and stared at the items without taking my eye off of them for 15 more minutes. i flipped through the menues and felt everything to make sure i wasn't just hallucinating their incorrect dimensions and details. I kept waiting for them to morph back into their normal state... Finally I gave up and left the room for a moment. When i went back in a few moments later... VOILA... everything was back to normal. So in my schizzed out state of madness i'm like "I"M GETTING TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS" and i got my camera out thinking "ok, i'll replicate the situation, take high res photo's of my equipment while it appears to be in this different state of being, and then i'll take photo's again after the come down and compare".
Before you even say it... I know this sounds absolutely crazy, but it was one of the most profoundly weird things that has ever happened to me. I thought i was losing my mind for a minute!
So anyways, i load up the pipe again, with intent to uncover some sort of ultimate truth about how i was living in the matrix or something... I literally took ONE hit out of the GVG and instantly purged everything in my stomach violently into my trash can. I literally shot out a spirit dart of ejectoplasm unlike any other substance that i've ever felt come out of my body. It was almost like a giant blob of ectoplasmic goo. It was totally clear, and had the consistency of a silicon breast implant or something. It was not phlegm by any means, it was something else. It was as if i had stumbled upon some weird glitch in the universe, and was about to expose it, and the dmt literally prevented me from making that attempt! Then it B!tchslapped me on some "I DON"T THINK SO BUDDY" type preventative measure. It kind of reminded me of in that movie poltergiest where they have that pink goo on them after crossing over from the other dimension, except i just spit up this clear blob of something similar.
I was so weirded out that I didn't journey again for weeks. However, I have had this happen to me in varying degree's over the last several months but have not tried to replicate my experiment again. Only one time with the ejectoplasm b!tchslap, but many times i have perceived this artificial reality of sorts
OK...whew... that was alot of typing.... So on to weirdo phenomena # 2. I'll be more brief with this one
Everyone knows that if you are navigating hyperspace in a closed eye setting, that eventually the vision starts to fade out and that is when i usually open my eyes and sit back up and start thinking about the experience i just had.
Well i've had this really bizarre thing happen on several occasions and want to share.
On multiple occasions i've blasted off, kept my eyes closed and went into hyperspace, then as the vision started to fade and become less interesting i have opened my eyes a few moments before the closed eye visuals where complete done. The point that i'm trying to make is that i didn't necessarily let the entire hallucination play out before opening my eyes. The visuals had faded to nearly nothing, or were not interesting enough for me to keep my eyes closed any longer. Well the first time this phenomena happened i had taken a trip earlier in the day just like mentioned above. It was an amazing trip that i literally laughed all the way through it. I was by myself and remember feeling like "god", or whatever you want to call it, had spoken directly to me. The vision was very dream like, and the visions were more of a human quality. I was floating beside this convertible that was driving through a town and from my perspective it was as if i were lying down on my back, floating along side this car, face up, and all i could see were some people sitting up on the back seat and cruising through a parade or something. it really made no sense to me but i got the overwhelming sensation of a powerful force that was basking me in rays of love and encouragement. I felt as if i were being communicated with directly by this being. Ilaughed my ass off all the way through it like "i can't beleive this is happening". The end of the vision was the car leaving and going down this dirt path beside a cornfield and it got to the point where i couldn't really see anything from my perspective so i opened my eyes. I remember i came out of it and called my friend immediately to express the joy that i had just experienced, i was super excited. However, i realized it was probably sounding really funny to my friend because it was so random and made no sense. Point is, it touched me deeply.
So anyways, heres the weird part. So a couple days later i try to blast off and can't break through. try again a couple days later and same. can't break through. I just keep getting this same weird visual that i can't make out. Each time i just open my eyes and decide to wait. Finally like a week later i try again and have the same result, but this time i just sit there with my eyes closed and try to make sense of what these very faint visuals that keep coming back consist of. I realize after like 10 seconds that it is the tail end of the trip i explained above and there is like 30 seconds left of it. I am not kidding folks, the DMT FORCED ME to watch the last 30 seconds of a 2 week old hallucination before it let me move on to the next trip.
So to test this theory I waited 30 minutes and blasted off again and... BOOM, I GET SLINGSHOTTED BACK INTO THE UNIVERSE like nothing had ever happened. This has happened to me 3 or 4 times now. Sometimes i really feel like the dmt has a consciousness of its own!
HAS ANYONE ELSE EXPERIENCED ANYTHING LIKE THIS??? HOW BIZARRE IS THAT???
Thanks in advance for any input folks! And thanks for reading such a long diatribe! haha.
I have one more absolutely INSANE one that i will save for later. I want to start a seperate thread for it because it has to do with physical manifestations of dmt trips and communication with the stars. By far the most incredible thing that i've ever had the pleasure of experiencing. .
But for now... Contemplate on the phenomena above and please comment! I will not be offended if you tell me i'm a schizo... haha. Really. Give me your true thoughts!
THANK YOU, FAM!!!
The first one is the one that i experience most often.
I blast off. I enjoy the usually rush of extradimensional joy and amazement. As the visions begin to fade I open my eyes and all of my familiar surroundings are slightly different. Almost as if they are manufactured. Like the screamster caused a glitch in the matrix.
Let me be more specific. I have an MPC1000(sampler/drum machine) that i've owned for 7 years. I also have a Microkorg synthesizer(owned for 3 years). Sony Vaio Laptop(2 years). And my cellular phone. Its safe to say that i know the exact dimensions, weight, feel, layout, fonts of the lettering on the screens of all of these items. I could probably recreate them out of memory almost perfectly.
So for example, i will be sitting in my studio chair, blast off, come down, open my eyes, and all of my electronics/equipment are similar, but different enough that it all stands out like a sore thumb. The obvious response is "NO SH!T, SHERLOCK... YOU ARE HALLUCINATING".... however... these are not normal hallucinations as I can see these things clear as day. I can feel them in my hands. The images are crystal clear, and incorrect. Even down to the style of numbering on my touch screen phone, and the layout of the menus. Its like i'm waking up in another dimension. I don't know if this is going to make sense to anyone because its kind of hard to explain.
The weirdest/most profound occurence of this that i experienced was one of the first times it happened. I had just come off of a trip, the visions had faded to black with my eyes closed, I opened my eyes and i instantly noticed that it looked like i was in another room. I was in the same chair, sitting in my studio, but I was perceiving all of my well known equipment as if they were poorly manufactured replicas of the original items. So I started geeking out for a minute and was looking up toward the sky, audibly questioning the universe like "What the hell is going on here, what is this madness? Where am I?" and basically demanding an answer as to what is going on! I sat there and stared at the items without taking my eye off of them for 15 more minutes. i flipped through the menues and felt everything to make sure i wasn't just hallucinating their incorrect dimensions and details. I kept waiting for them to morph back into their normal state... Finally I gave up and left the room for a moment. When i went back in a few moments later... VOILA... everything was back to normal. So in my schizzed out state of madness i'm like "I"M GETTING TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS" and i got my camera out thinking "ok, i'll replicate the situation, take high res photo's of my equipment while it appears to be in this different state of being, and then i'll take photo's again after the come down and compare".
Before you even say it... I know this sounds absolutely crazy, but it was one of the most profoundly weird things that has ever happened to me. I thought i was losing my mind for a minute!
So anyways, i load up the pipe again, with intent to uncover some sort of ultimate truth about how i was living in the matrix or something... I literally took ONE hit out of the GVG and instantly purged everything in my stomach violently into my trash can. I literally shot out a spirit dart of ejectoplasm unlike any other substance that i've ever felt come out of my body. It was almost like a giant blob of ectoplasmic goo. It was totally clear, and had the consistency of a silicon breast implant or something. It was not phlegm by any means, it was something else. It was as if i had stumbled upon some weird glitch in the universe, and was about to expose it, and the dmt literally prevented me from making that attempt! Then it B!tchslapped me on some "I DON"T THINK SO BUDDY" type preventative measure. It kind of reminded me of in that movie poltergiest where they have that pink goo on them after crossing over from the other dimension, except i just spit up this clear blob of something similar.
I was so weirded out that I didn't journey again for weeks. However, I have had this happen to me in varying degree's over the last several months but have not tried to replicate my experiment again. Only one time with the ejectoplasm b!tchslap, but many times i have perceived this artificial reality of sorts
OK...whew... that was alot of typing.... So on to weirdo phenomena # 2. I'll be more brief with this one
Everyone knows that if you are navigating hyperspace in a closed eye setting, that eventually the vision starts to fade out and that is when i usually open my eyes and sit back up and start thinking about the experience i just had.
Well i've had this really bizarre thing happen on several occasions and want to share.
On multiple occasions i've blasted off, kept my eyes closed and went into hyperspace, then as the vision started to fade and become less interesting i have opened my eyes a few moments before the closed eye visuals where complete done. The point that i'm trying to make is that i didn't necessarily let the entire hallucination play out before opening my eyes. The visuals had faded to nearly nothing, or were not interesting enough for me to keep my eyes closed any longer. Well the first time this phenomena happened i had taken a trip earlier in the day just like mentioned above. It was an amazing trip that i literally laughed all the way through it. I was by myself and remember feeling like "god", or whatever you want to call it, had spoken directly to me. The vision was very dream like, and the visions were more of a human quality. I was floating beside this convertible that was driving through a town and from my perspective it was as if i were lying down on my back, floating along side this car, face up, and all i could see were some people sitting up on the back seat and cruising through a parade or something. it really made no sense to me but i got the overwhelming sensation of a powerful force that was basking me in rays of love and encouragement. I felt as if i were being communicated with directly by this being. Ilaughed my ass off all the way through it like "i can't beleive this is happening". The end of the vision was the car leaving and going down this dirt path beside a cornfield and it got to the point where i couldn't really see anything from my perspective so i opened my eyes. I remember i came out of it and called my friend immediately to express the joy that i had just experienced, i was super excited. However, i realized it was probably sounding really funny to my friend because it was so random and made no sense. Point is, it touched me deeply.
So anyways, heres the weird part. So a couple days later i try to blast off and can't break through. try again a couple days later and same. can't break through. I just keep getting this same weird visual that i can't make out. Each time i just open my eyes and decide to wait. Finally like a week later i try again and have the same result, but this time i just sit there with my eyes closed and try to make sense of what these very faint visuals that keep coming back consist of. I realize after like 10 seconds that it is the tail end of the trip i explained above and there is like 30 seconds left of it. I am not kidding folks, the DMT FORCED ME to watch the last 30 seconds of a 2 week old hallucination before it let me move on to the next trip.
So to test this theory I waited 30 minutes and blasted off again and... BOOM, I GET SLINGSHOTTED BACK INTO THE UNIVERSE like nothing had ever happened. This has happened to me 3 or 4 times now. Sometimes i really feel like the dmt has a consciousness of its own!
HAS ANYONE ELSE EXPERIENCED ANYTHING LIKE THIS??? HOW BIZARRE IS THAT???
Thanks in advance for any input folks! And thanks for reading such a long diatribe! haha.
I have one more absolutely INSANE one that i will save for later. I want to start a seperate thread for it because it has to do with physical manifestations of dmt trips and communication with the stars. By far the most incredible thing that i've ever had the pleasure of experiencing. .
But for now... Contemplate on the phenomena above and please comment! I will not be offended if you tell me i'm a schizo... haha. Really. Give me your true thoughts!
THANK YOU, FAM!!!
