Hello, i am flufferus and just wanted to share this trip report, as it was one of the most intense experiences i've ever had with a psychedelic.
I was hanging out with a girl and she managed to get 2 eighths of shrooms. I just figured they were cubes. Me and the girl were going to each have a lemon tekked eighth, but she took one sip of it and said no. So i ended up drinking both. I had eaten quarters many times so i was not worried. I had lemon tekked before, but this would be my first time doing a quarter. so far the largest dose i had lemon tekked was 5g of cubes.
So i drank these two cups, for a total of a quarter. In about 15 minutes it came on STRONG. Everything became much brighter, and i took a walk down to the pond to sit in a metal padio chair. I became aware of 2 large torrents of energy, one was made of light, and one was made of darkness. They zoomed past my head on either side, like rivers churning through the air, i even tried to dodge them! I looked down at my arms, and they were fuzing and intertwining with the metal of the chair. This was intense! I remember looking at the lightning bugs and became aware they were lighting up in chains that went into the night sky. It was so peaceful.
When i could move again, i don't know how long it was, i went upstairs to my room. I then proceeded to turn the lights on and off for about two hours, because it looked cool. I remember the next day in the morning looking out at the trees, and saw symbolism of how dead things give life to trees. i thought that was pretty cool. I stayed high for awhile, i don't remember because i have a lot of lapses in my memory ever since i took the dose. But, i was unable to return to having an identity. I spent the next month in a psych ward because i was acting weird and wouldn't really communicate.
The funny part is, ide do it again! Not having a sense of self was so freeing. I actively meditate to try and reach that pure state of mind again.
I was hanging out with a girl and she managed to get 2 eighths of shrooms. I just figured they were cubes. Me and the girl were going to each have a lemon tekked eighth, but she took one sip of it and said no. So i ended up drinking both. I had eaten quarters many times so i was not worried. I had lemon tekked before, but this would be my first time doing a quarter. so far the largest dose i had lemon tekked was 5g of cubes.
So i drank these two cups, for a total of a quarter. In about 15 minutes it came on STRONG. Everything became much brighter, and i took a walk down to the pond to sit in a metal padio chair. I became aware of 2 large torrents of energy, one was made of light, and one was made of darkness. They zoomed past my head on either side, like rivers churning through the air, i even tried to dodge them! I looked down at my arms, and they were fuzing and intertwining with the metal of the chair. This was intense! I remember looking at the lightning bugs and became aware they were lighting up in chains that went into the night sky. It was so peaceful.
When i could move again, i don't know how long it was, i went upstairs to my room. I then proceeded to turn the lights on and off for about two hours, because it looked cool. I remember the next day in the morning looking out at the trees, and saw symbolism of how dead things give life to trees. i thought that was pretty cool. I stayed high for awhile, i don't remember because i have a lot of lapses in my memory ever since i took the dose. But, i was unable to return to having an identity. I spent the next month in a psych ward because i was acting weird and wouldn't really communicate.
The funny part is, ide do it again! Not having a sense of self was so freeing. I actively meditate to try and reach that pure state of mind again.
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