Thoughts on ket/lsd combo for overcoming mental health issues

[risingupfromtheash]

awhile back I had a moment when I was at home on acid that terrified me: a thought appeared in my head and it said "you're alone"

somehow managed to fall asleep, I don't remember much after having the thought itself.

pretty sure this was derived from some inherent trauma from childhood... emotional neglect. abandonment type issues.

hasn't given me too many issues until recently. occasionally in groups of people I'll feel alone but more recently I get attached to people super easy and trauma dump till they run away, assuming I'm a psycho no doubt.

I've been taking ketamine to work through a lot of issues I've been having because it kind of allows me to slow down my thought processes, really ingrained shit, to object and say "hey... maybe it'll be better if you look at it like X"

trouble is, ket doesn't allow for permanent changes. ...if it does, it takes forever and I'm not gonna live that long. I'd like to combine ket therapy with, to start, some micro doses of acid, maybe eventually working my way up to full hits.

anyone have any wisdom to offer on this type of thing? It's not as if I'm inexperienced, but I'd love to hear from more experienced users.

an acquaintance that I met recently (and subsequently scared away lol) inspired me to join the dark webs in search of what I seek after I briefly explained the situation and they sagely advised that acid kind of allows them a bloodless battle with themselves and that shit spoke to me. it's exactly what I've been doing and it makes me want to jump back in to make the changes I need in my life. but yeah, that's my piece.

What say yii?

 

[altica]

I took ketamine with a full blast off and i slipped out of my body into hers we fell into peices our body parts across the room the walls were like lego peices pulled back showing gears i closed my eyes until i could see these little tinker toy looking things putting everything back together . I thought i have died. Now everytime i blast off it happens sober and its unpleasent. Its like a jester time magician decided he was gonna fuck with me from now on. I dont know.

 

[harmala_afficianado]

I have no experience with LSD, but i have used ketamine (or DXM) with mushrooms before, most of the time with cannabis in the mix.

trouble is, ket doesn't allow for permanent changes.

Ime it definitely can, especially at hole doses, but the way it does it is not ideal imo, i've had alot of high dose dissociative trips that deeply changed my brain long term, wether for better or worse, they for sure can induce long term changes, wether these long term changes become permanent or not depends on what you do after the trip.

About my experience with ket+shrooms, i think ket can be a good tool to help you let go easier during a strong mushroom trip, ketamine shuts down the ego pretty well, and will make you resist the LSD/mushroom trip less which will take you deeper, which can be great for some people, but at the cost of taking some aspects from the trip slightly ime, the "vividness" of the experience i would say.

For me personally i stopped using all dissociatives after i started using syrian rue (harmala) with mushrooms, the psilohuasca combo ime(or maybe LSD+rue, but i have no experience with that) is going to take you alot further (alot quicker) than dissociatives interms of healing traumas and deep subconsious bs, i highly recomment starting to work with rue.

 

[AbsintheMinded]

I took ketamine with a full blast off and i slipped out of my body into hers we fell into peices our body parts across the room the walls were like lego peices pulled back showing gears i closed my eyes until i could see these little tinker toy looking things putting everything back together . I thought i have died. Now everytime i blast off it happens sober and its unpleasent. Its like a jester time magician decided he was gonna fuck with me from now on. I dont know.

That happened to me too! Craziest experience. At least I knew it was temporary