You know that western thing we live in. The society, the social games, our family, capital. Social identity. TV. Consumption.
I don't participate much any more. I tell people I no longer have agency.
I'm paranoid enough now, I think all agency is a deception anyhow. I have days I cease to make sense of myself. I just take it in stride - that the ship is sinking - and quickly return to my meditations and daydreams. I make more sense than agency. Sometimes I daydream I will be a great shaman and talk other people out of agency as well.
What do you make of 'their' world? For me it's not an option. I can't stomach it without becoming subversive.
-NS
I don't participate much any more. I tell people I no longer have agency.
I'm paranoid enough now, I think all agency is a deception anyhow. I have days I cease to make sense of myself. I just take it in stride - that the ship is sinking - and quickly return to my meditations and daydreams. I make more sense than agency. Sometimes I daydream I will be a great shaman and talk other people out of agency as well.
What do you make of 'their' world? For me it's not an option. I can't stomach it without becoming subversive.
-NS