[Trip Report] Saw God(?) and my past life

[fluhdoobel]

This trip is a special one, in that it was the MOST intense one I've had to date. I wanna say it was 100-150mg, of very potent changa. I have had many breakthroughs before, but nothing like this. I was sitting in my brothers living room, and after 10-15 hold I blew it out and in that instant a VERY bright light came through the window, and my eyes were forced shut. I then heard this very loud buzzing, which I haven't heard since the first time I experienced DMT. I then felt my soul leave my body, and I was met by this woman. She gave no greeting or said who she was, all she said was that my soul was very old and that she was going to show me my past life. I was then shown a young black girl being brutally beaten to death by her mother. The family was obviously poor, and I want to say by their clothing that it was in the mid 40s-early 50s, and it was in Louisiana. The woman said that that was my last past life, but that I have had many more. I asked the woman if she was god, and she said "Well, I'm not Yahweh. He is not a god, he is just a bratty soldier that is pretending to be something that he isn't." (For those that do not know, Yahweh is the Abrahamic god of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam). The history of Yahweh can be traced back to Egyptian lore, where he was said to be a soldier until he left for Canaan and gained his followers, which is very fascinating to me. Anyway, I then told the woman that the girl I saw being killed was not me, and that I was [my name], and she smiled and then I came back. This experience filled me with something I've never felt before...and awe and sense of happiness, peace, and unconditional love that NOTHING has ever given me before. I was raised as a Christian, left the church, then shortly after became atheist. This experience is making me question what I believe....I suppose it really doesn't matter. The other things that I have gotten out of this trip is a sense of direction in life, ambition to do thing, I want to take better care of myself now. DMT as a whole has changed my life for the better in so many ways, and it feels like family to me now. I hope everyone who goes down this path has experiences like the one I had today. Peace and love, everyone.

 

[Warrior]

Cool experience!

One time I was holding a very old talisman made from camel bone in Africa when I blasted into hyperspace, and while gazing at it, I saw through the eyes of the man who made it. I saw it was me! I made it in a previous lifetime? Woah! I was able to look around the savanna through the eyes of this man. Experiences like that, among many others, are too compelling to ignore.

Thanks for sharing!

 

[Intezam]

Hi

To we the Abracadabric religionisms incl. many moar (others) such as pre Achaemenidean Zoroastrianism, Mandaneanism, Sanātan Dharmism, Buddh Dharmism, Shindoism, Rishism, Daoism, some Animism, some Shamanism, Sikhism, Jainism, Hermeltism, Hanifism, Tantrism, Sabianism and maaaany moar isms accd. to classical borg classification shitstems as long as they remain/ed UNORGANIZED (..holding IT ever so lightly).

moar on freak religion...blabla

Spoiler

....but there is also shitstemisms that we do exclude, like certain forms of West-East-Roman/Germaniac Chrisjunitism and their various cults/reform and some popular forms of Judaism and Salafism (Wahhabism),some misguided (forms of) Sufism/Sunnism/Shiasm,Hindoism, Karjiteism, Cannibalism, planetary Polydeism - These (excluded) ones we call dajjalic (mono-eyed) monodeism or outright stupidity (totally blind poly-materialisms). However....despite the halahala poison --there is hope for them/they/we/us too :d

We believe the source is really empty (but it has attributes, some of which may be known, others are yet incomprehensible) and empty is equal to (life)form(s) and stuff(s), so one cannot AND YET one CAN see God, both at once. But one cannot really see God (as a God). God doesn't talk talk to us directly, but through his/her/their angels (psychedelic states of mind) and it may take us many decades or lifetimes to untangle and REMEMBER whats been THAT of a single chilla sessions. We talk talk talk small mouth words from our current station and we was not a native angruish speakers, so please bear with we (also we cannot be 100% serious). We consider we was crazy (but not insane)

 

[SachiTheSearcher]

I love love love hearing stories like this. Mother Aya works here magic once agian. Ive noticed in the recent past that us "mystical" people seems to be more accepting of the intense perception flip. I've seen some be lost for weeks though. I personally am intriqued bybthe weirdness.
Happy journey to you brother