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It had a reddy purpley tinge to it but it was very dark. It looks exactly the same as the mimosa I've used to brew ayahausca before and that's worked, once anyway. Although bloody hell did it work!downwardsfromzero said:The acid phase should be noticeable reddish, albeit quite dark. This makes me suspicious about the providence of your starting material. It's not unheard of that people, er, try to extract from previously used bark powder that has been strained and dried, etc. In this respect, it would be valuable to see a picture of the mimosa material you started with.Apparently it's supposed to change colour to black but it was basically black after the acid bath.
Maybe it does just need a higher PH. Is there any kind of time limit on this? If the dmt wasn't in the naptha it should still be sitting in the solution and that won't 'go bad' will it?
Yea I think I'm being a bit paranoid but she was definitely very suspicious, and I think they do sell them, they just didn't want to sell them to me. She said to start with that they do.PedroSanchez said:sounds to me like you are in UK?
all those things are legal, its only illegal if you plan to extract alkaloids from the bark, which obviously you didnt. obviously you had it to try out dying your own t-shirts like everybody else. why would you even have it for anything else??? its just some shitty bark for dying clothes REALLY well.
you also didnt buy anything, and you wouldnt have used your card even if you did, so how would they even know who you are?
most importantly, you havent done anything illegal and there are very few reasons to suspect that you have. it is very unlikely anybody could get a warrant to kick your door in based on you looking for a pipette and pH meter. however, they do not need a warrant to investigate you.
worst case scenario is that you will be watched for a while. your past bank transactions might be looked at, but thats why we always use cash, even when we are buying lunch. in this case i would suggest having a subtle clean up and keeping your head down for a while. but honestly i think you are being over paranoid. being over paranoid is better than being under paranoid though!
personally i would like to settle my mind at this point or at least know when i can stock up on a smoke again, but im not sure how you can do that without knowing your exact situation.
for me i would do something like, go back the next day or soon after and make sure the same person sees me and watch their body language without them noticing me watching them. pretend to look at things near where they are working after they have seen me or something like that. if they felt that i was doing things that the powers that be do not want me to know about then they will be watching me. they will also try to pretend they are not, but the stalkee is a step ahead in this game
thats just an example, be creative. whatever helps you sleep at night or preps you for whats to come.
its not a solution but it might help settle your mind or confirm your suspicions.
a good rule to live by in general (i find) is to always assume the enemy is watching and waiting to pounce. and everybody is a grass until proven otherwise. next time have a plan. sorry, i know its a bit late for that advice now
maybe one day we wont be under the thumb of an uninvited third party![]()
Dark, male, look like I'm in my mid twenties so probably.PedroSanchez said:some people will stand there for a few seconds confused as to why they are asking. how often do you get asked why you are buying something? this can be confusing and it is normal for some people to pause, whatever their motive.I wasn't expecting to be asked that and it completely threw me. I stood silient for a few seconds before saying it as well, it must have looked so dodgy. I felt like saying "Mind your own own business!" I recovered my composure and confidently asked where I could get them and when they gave me the name of the shop I said "Oh yea that's just round the corner, okay I'll try there. Thanks for your help." But the damage had already been done.
some people also respond with "mind your own business!".
they are asking because they "have to". they probably dont care too much about your response unless you fit into the category that that particular person thinks is dodgy. maybe you do idk.