Hello everyone! Firstly, a little introduction to myself. I'd say that I was first exposed to DMT almost 2 years ago. I had a discussion with a friend of mine in high school who happened to be into psionics, telekinesis, OBE's, lucid dreaming, etc. when he mentioned DMT. At that time, I wasn't into drugs. I've never smoked a cigarette, never drank alcohol, never smoked weed, nothing....with the exception of caffeine of course
. Anyways, after this conversation, I went home, searched up DMT online (Google, YouTube, etc.) and was amazed. I knew this was one of those things I HAD TO TRY!
Fast-forward to the leg end of the summer of 2011 and I had already extracted DMT and tried it multiple times. Needless to say, I was hooked. At one point, I had been smoking DMT twice a week or so. There was a point where I feared I used too much too frequently. I didn't feel disconnected from reality or lacking in any cognitive function in anyway. I was just worried that I may have been psychologically addicted to DMT somehow. This is when I stopped extracting.
What got me to extract and smoke some more was the fact that every time I read an experience report of someone's DMT experience, I'd be astonished at how radically different the experience was from all of mine. With the exception of a couple of experiences, I've never had what I would call a "mystical experience"....which seems to be the main experience-type for DMT. All my experiences were highly kaleidoscopic in nature and completely lacking of meaning and mysticism. I've never met an entity despite my many voyages into the DMT Hyperspace. I've never been able to make out a room or have an experience in which there was a situation and I learned something because of it. All in all, 99% of my experiences have been nothing but psychedelic "trips" rather than mystical journeys or voyages.
One might question the purity of my DMT. Admittedly, my first extraction resulted in a yellowish hue of powder. When I realized that there was such a thing as "recrystallization", I began to do just that and I ended up with 98% pure white DMT....just a notch or two below pure sugar white DMT. However, my experiences were still of the same nature. This frustrated me because I had wanted to try DMT for the "mystical nature" of the experiences to begin with and all I got were psychedelic kaleidoscopes and overwhelming geometry. I'd be exaggerating if I didn't say that there was that rare experience that had a hint of mysticism in it....therefore, further piquing my curiosity. But overall, the experiences were of the same nature.
When some of my friends tried it, their experiences weren't of that nature at all. Two of my friends have met entities multiple times and had meaningful experiences. But not me....WHY?!
I guess the point of this topic is if anyone has experienced the same thing. Have you noticed any radical change in the "type" of experiences after cessation of DMT? Have you noticed a way of inducing or increasing the chances of a mystical experience? I'd like to know all of your opinions on this....it's been the one and only question I've had on my mind since I first tried DMT.
NOTE: It's been 3 months since my last voyage. I had accidentally smoked DMT Resin and I had THE MOST POWERFUL and TERRIFYING experiences of my life. I endured weeks of depression and heavy dissociative mindsets. I was living alone and I didn't have many friends around to comfort me at all. Fortunately, I was able to fight it all with sheer mental willpower. Now, I'm planning my next voyage into the DMT Hyperspace once again....can't wait!
. Anyways, after this conversation, I went home, searched up DMT online (Google, YouTube, etc.) and was amazed. I knew this was one of those things I HAD TO TRY!Fast-forward to the leg end of the summer of 2011 and I had already extracted DMT and tried it multiple times. Needless to say, I was hooked. At one point, I had been smoking DMT twice a week or so. There was a point where I feared I used too much too frequently. I didn't feel disconnected from reality or lacking in any cognitive function in anyway. I was just worried that I may have been psychologically addicted to DMT somehow. This is when I stopped extracting.
What got me to extract and smoke some more was the fact that every time I read an experience report of someone's DMT experience, I'd be astonished at how radically different the experience was from all of mine. With the exception of a couple of experiences, I've never had what I would call a "mystical experience"....which seems to be the main experience-type for DMT. All my experiences were highly kaleidoscopic in nature and completely lacking of meaning and mysticism. I've never met an entity despite my many voyages into the DMT Hyperspace. I've never been able to make out a room or have an experience in which there was a situation and I learned something because of it. All in all, 99% of my experiences have been nothing but psychedelic "trips" rather than mystical journeys or voyages.
One might question the purity of my DMT. Admittedly, my first extraction resulted in a yellowish hue of powder. When I realized that there was such a thing as "recrystallization", I began to do just that and I ended up with 98% pure white DMT....just a notch or two below pure sugar white DMT. However, my experiences were still of the same nature. This frustrated me because I had wanted to try DMT for the "mystical nature" of the experiences to begin with and all I got were psychedelic kaleidoscopes and overwhelming geometry. I'd be exaggerating if I didn't say that there was that rare experience that had a hint of mysticism in it....therefore, further piquing my curiosity. But overall, the experiences were of the same nature.
When some of my friends tried it, their experiences weren't of that nature at all. Two of my friends have met entities multiple times and had meaningful experiences. But not me....WHY?!
I guess the point of this topic is if anyone has experienced the same thing. Have you noticed any radical change in the "type" of experiences after cessation of DMT? Have you noticed a way of inducing or increasing the chances of a mystical experience? I'd like to know all of your opinions on this....it's been the one and only question I've had on my mind since I first tried DMT.
NOTE: It's been 3 months since my last voyage. I had accidentally smoked DMT Resin and I had THE MOST POWERFUL and TERRIFYING experiences of my life. I endured weeks of depression and heavy dissociative mindsets. I was living alone and I didn't have many friends around to comfort me at all. Fortunately, I was able to fight it all with sheer mental willpower. Now, I'm planning my next voyage into the DMT Hyperspace once again....can't wait!

) Just take all what you can and if you can incorporate it in reality then do so... some of the stuff DMT shows you just wont help you in this life/plane of existence and so I've learned to accept that. 8)