Oepsie, my apologies for that, i really did not know. Thanks for the compliment i try to do it best. Yes I know what you mean I often get lost in translation

very lost...
Yes I am well over 300 breakthrough journeys, lost count somewhere, it took me a long time to get everything right but after that it was al finetunet

I try to explain my findings in part one
"It was a quest in the hope of finding answers to all the questions I had!
Many have I found and my path has led me (through the use of DMT) to encounters with many entities, both good and evil. These encounters have made me a “believer”. A believer in the existence of something greater, a much greater, majestic, indescribable, higher world with hierarchies, and I believe simply by being allowed to see it.
After these experiences it was impossible for me to remain an atheist. Which is not to say that I have become a follower of any religious organization. I now know that there is a higher world and that our known holy scriptures contain many, often distorted and/or obscured information about this. In most cases they have been attempts to transfer knowledge from “there” to “here”. Knowledge that I now know is almost impossible to transfer to others.
As strange as this may sound, I have been shown much, and also received much and mostly inexplicable help during my research. I myself suspect that this was due to my previous DMT trips. However, the problem with the actual DMT “breakthrough” journey is that you know and understand everything throughout, but it is impossible to take this knowledge back here. Returning from a “breakthrough”, or in my words after “having been home on the other side”, you come back to the reality known and perceived to us. Unfortunately, then almost complete oblivion sets in. Very occasionally, snippets and parts of the acquired knowledge came back to me during my research."
No i did not publish, I was lucky some people were interested and i gave small amateur lectures ... it resulted in sponsors who made it possible to print an amount of copies
I do not have plain text yet but tomorrow (I have the original in openoffice) so i can delete the images, i think? Kind regards Alex