strawberriklimaxxx
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Hello everyone and thanku those of you that were willing to actually read this post .. As the title says i do indeed have approximately 40g of raw iboga root bark ..that i got specifically for one use,and one use only ,and that's to finally kick this cruel master, that owns my ass along with my entire life,and all i hold dear
Let me start by saying that ..ive done ALOT of research , and i believe that this is the only real shot i have at getting free of these heavy shackles ...for good ... So i understand all the risks, especially the ones that accompany doing this at home like i am .
And like many junkies,even if i have that kind of money..(.which i dont,)it would sadly never be able to be saved longer than as soon as i take the last hit of my current sack ,and have began to go into junkie limbo.. following what i will describe as what it must feel like to have you body turning itself inside out and incapable of doing anything to help itself,infact the more it attempts to fight or resist in any way whatsoever, the suffering always seems to multiply in on itself .a .truly particular kind of fresh hell,i would not wish on my worst enemy..
With that said,this is is what im hoping to have someone clear up for me...i got the raw bark on purpose. I didn't want the hci salts.its robs you of the treatment as whole.there is a entire entourage of alkaloids ,that all have something to contribute to the incredible medicine this offers.and would dream of stripping it of all except one single spirit helper (for lack of a better term)and expecting to receive the medicine as a intended whole ..not just that, but it i would personally feel as though i was blatantly disrespecting the plant teacher if i did not accept the entire package they are willing to bestow apon me.,i wouldn't feel like i deserved to partake of any of it..
However i am aware of how dangerous this the process is.and how important it is to know what the correct dosage is .and from what i understand the only way it i can accomplish this is by taking a 5 gram amount,and calculating how much extract i have left to find out what the aprox concentration of what i need i am dealing with so i just am trying to figure out like is whether the first step (aka )the crude extraction can tell me what i need to know, and if not, what additional steps are needed? I appreciate any advice thanu
mush love
Let me start by saying that ..ive done ALOT of research , and i believe that this is the only real shot i have at getting free of these heavy shackles ...for good ... So i understand all the risks, especially the ones that accompany doing this at home like i am .
And like many junkies,even if i have that kind of money..(.which i dont,)it would sadly never be able to be saved longer than as soon as i take the last hit of my current sack ,and have began to go into junkie limbo.. following what i will describe as what it must feel like to have you body turning itself inside out and incapable of doing anything to help itself,infact the more it attempts to fight or resist in any way whatsoever, the suffering always seems to multiply in on itself .a .truly particular kind of fresh hell,i would not wish on my worst enemy..
With that said,this is is what im hoping to have someone clear up for me...i got the raw bark on purpose. I didn't want the hci salts.its robs you of the treatment as whole.there is a entire entourage of alkaloids ,that all have something to contribute to the incredible medicine this offers.and would dream of stripping it of all except one single spirit helper (for lack of a better term)and expecting to receive the medicine as a intended whole ..not just that, but it i would personally feel as though i was blatantly disrespecting the plant teacher if i did not accept the entire package they are willing to bestow apon me.,i wouldn't feel like i deserved to partake of any of it..
However i am aware of how dangerous this the process is.and how important it is to know what the correct dosage is .and from what i understand the only way it i can accomplish this is by taking a 5 gram amount,and calculating how much extract i have left to find out what the aprox concentration of what i need i am dealing with so i just am trying to figure out like is whether the first step (aka )the crude extraction can tell me what i need to know, and if not, what additional steps are needed? I appreciate any advice thanu
mush love
