Cherokee_Spirit
Travis
I am very familiar with smoking DMT even though im new to the site. Anyways the last experience i had was my first bad trip and i need help determining what to do. My first breakthrough i encountered these grey un-detailed "spirits". They moved like water and was aware of me and came straight toward me. On there fingers was sort of this pastel looking paint, each finger had a different color. And they started marking me all over, kinda seemed like tribal markings since im 1/8 native american. But the love and warmth i felt was amazing, so amazing that when i came back to reality for a split second i forgot who i was. If i would have stayed there with them forever i would not of even known i had lived somewhere else. Pretty much it was better than anything i was hoping for and i got exactly what i wanted from dmt.
A few trips later i encounter them again. This time there standing there and one of them is shaking is pointer finger side to side. as if to say thats a no-no. Then the one in the middle takes this strange vase looking jug and gets me to drink out of it. It was only the act of drinking i didnt feel any liquid. After i drank out of it the spirit turns it upside down and crosses his arms and just stares at me. And i come back to reality. So i think they actually didnt want me to be there and made me leave by drinking something that just stops the trip lol.
Finally this is where i need help. I dont see the spirits again for dozens of trips. Until...
I take a huge hit of dmt out of a bong. Before i even clear it im feeling harder than ive ever felt. I clear it, close my eyes and blast off. Im seeing a pile of naked women in a circle spinning. These BRIGHT green lines are coming sideways and blinding me. I remember thinking titties! And the women are motioning for me to come closer. It was almost exactly the scene from south park the movie when kenny dies. I reach the women then... The next thing i know it was kinda like i "woke up" in the trip. Im on my knees in this dark place looking at the ground with 5 dark figures standing in a half circle in front of me. And it was like i knew i had done something wrong cause i knew not to look up at them. And this is what they told me which was all kinda like telepathically. "What you are doing is wrong" "Dont do it again" "Do it again and were gonna mess your life up". And those words just repeated over and over in my head while i was there. Then it was like to show me they were serious they fucked with me the rest of the trip which literally felt like a lifetime..i came to reality and looked at my friends but they didnt look the same, neither did the place i was at. I just kept thinking in my head, "there just messing with you, this wont be forever".
Finally i come out of it and my body feels different, as if my soul just re-entered my body. Which i honestly think it did. So far the only thing i can think what they were telling me i was doing wrong was abusing dmt. Its a spiritual substance and should be taken seriously. Dont do it just to "trip". I think that was the message but id love some feedback!
Thank you for reading!
A few trips later i encounter them again. This time there standing there and one of them is shaking is pointer finger side to side. as if to say thats a no-no. Then the one in the middle takes this strange vase looking jug and gets me to drink out of it. It was only the act of drinking i didnt feel any liquid. After i drank out of it the spirit turns it upside down and crosses his arms and just stares at me. And i come back to reality. So i think they actually didnt want me to be there and made me leave by drinking something that just stops the trip lol.
Finally this is where i need help. I dont see the spirits again for dozens of trips. Until...
I take a huge hit of dmt out of a bong. Before i even clear it im feeling harder than ive ever felt. I clear it, close my eyes and blast off. Im seeing a pile of naked women in a circle spinning. These BRIGHT green lines are coming sideways and blinding me. I remember thinking titties! And the women are motioning for me to come closer. It was almost exactly the scene from south park the movie when kenny dies. I reach the women then... The next thing i know it was kinda like i "woke up" in the trip. Im on my knees in this dark place looking at the ground with 5 dark figures standing in a half circle in front of me. And it was like i knew i had done something wrong cause i knew not to look up at them. And this is what they told me which was all kinda like telepathically. "What you are doing is wrong" "Dont do it again" "Do it again and were gonna mess your life up". And those words just repeated over and over in my head while i was there. Then it was like to show me they were serious they fucked with me the rest of the trip which literally felt like a lifetime..i came to reality and looked at my friends but they didnt look the same, neither did the place i was at. I just kept thinking in my head, "there just messing with you, this wont be forever".
Finally i come out of it and my body feels different, as if my soul just re-entered my body. Which i honestly think it did. So far the only thing i can think what they were telling me i was doing wrong was abusing dmt. Its a spiritual substance and should be taken seriously. Dont do it just to "trip". I think that was the message but id love some feedback!
Thank you for reading!
