physics envy
Rising Star
Does Salvia allow us to view what's going on in our Visual Cortex / Brains?
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Last night I smoked a small amount of cannabis, then chewed a single palm-sized Salvia leaf for a few minutes before swallowing. I had about an hour to work in a nice, light dose Salvia space.
(After years of smoking high-dosage extracts, I've recently started exploring with low dose extracts and chewing/eating fresh leaves.)
Over the years, my experiences have become rather repetitive in certain ways. One of the things that frequently occurs at the onset is I feel as though my awareness is pulling away (inward) from the eyes-sockets of my body. The stronger the dose, the farther (and faster) away I get. Then the familiar unzipping of reality, rolling through thoughts and visuals, visual framestacking, slices of information, etc. takes place.
At low doses, I find I can somewhat consciously control and practice this point-of-view shift from my eye-sockets to slightly inward and back again. When smoking high extracts, I'm pulled away from the 'eyes' point of view automatically with no control. (Ironically, when going inward, my sense of space is larger - as though I feel bigger than my physical body.)
Frequently, I have a vision of many monitors on the inside of my body/skin/skull as my awareness pulls away from my eye sockets. As my awareness goes inward, I see images projected onto the inside of my skull like a bank of monitors for a TV show. But I don't actually see my physical insides...no grey brain matter, no blood, etc. Just visuals. And I find I tend to narrate the experience through various voices in my head as well.
I recently finished reading Jeremy Narby's "Intelligence in Nature", where he discusses that while we know chemically what is happening in the brain, we don't know how firing synapses creates what we 'see', let alone know what/who is actually viewing what our brain/visual cortex creates.
He also mentions that our brains are 'gelatinous' in composure.
Last night on the lower dose as I pulled my point of view inward, it occurred to me that perhaps I was actually watching the inside of my brain or visual cortex as it pieced together all of the visual stimuli, as well as recalled memories.
Anyone with decent familiarity with Salvia has experienced the unzipping, rolling, flattening of our consensus reality. It's difficult to describe as it visually looks like impossibly intricate gearing spinning in all manner of directions but as you watch you see how they all come together perfectly.
So perhaps we are watching how our brains are piecing together all of the visual stimuli from both eyes, memories, etc. to form what we are 'seeing'.
From MRIs we know that different sets of neurons/synapses fire when different memories are accessed, sounds are heard, etc, in some sort of big groupings. Perhaps our awareness becomes such that we can perceive these groupings. Each web of connections becomes a plane of information in our brain that we can see from this inner point of view. We can also see them all rotating into proper position for the final combination that we would normally 'see'.
I can image being a tiny person in the middle of my brain (maybe at the pineal gland?) controlling this big body with gears and levers and such...while being surrounded by a gelatinous material in which I can see any type of image in any plane around me (the brain). Each point in the gelatin is like a pixel that can become any color as needed.
In real life there are 'holographic' displays produced by shining lasers into a medium such as steam/fog/vapor to create 3D visuals. This is very similar to what I have always envisioned in my Salvia journeys - but never made the connection that maybe we are similarly perceiving what is going on in our brains.
Depending on the dosage, our awareness may become 'stuck' to a particular thought pattern or visual component as the brain fires its synapses in myriad ways regarding said thought. Becoming an object - for example - could be getting stuck in that particular set of synapse firings as they fire away quickly throughout the brain. All other thoughts of a life here, family, etc. may be eliminated while on this particular 'ride' through our brain.
Maybe Google's neural network sotware is similar as well?
Jeremy Narby's "The Cosmic Serpent" indicates that ayahuasca (and I assume DMT in general) can take one down to the cellular level to perceive DNA, chromosomes, mitochondria, etc. Perhaps similarly, Salvia/Salvinorin can take us inside our brains?
Thoughts?
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Last night I smoked a small amount of cannabis, then chewed a single palm-sized Salvia leaf for a few minutes before swallowing. I had about an hour to work in a nice, light dose Salvia space.
(After years of smoking high-dosage extracts, I've recently started exploring with low dose extracts and chewing/eating fresh leaves.)
Over the years, my experiences have become rather repetitive in certain ways. One of the things that frequently occurs at the onset is I feel as though my awareness is pulling away (inward) from the eyes-sockets of my body. The stronger the dose, the farther (and faster) away I get. Then the familiar unzipping of reality, rolling through thoughts and visuals, visual framestacking, slices of information, etc. takes place.
At low doses, I find I can somewhat consciously control and practice this point-of-view shift from my eye-sockets to slightly inward and back again. When smoking high extracts, I'm pulled away from the 'eyes' point of view automatically with no control. (Ironically, when going inward, my sense of space is larger - as though I feel bigger than my physical body.)
Frequently, I have a vision of many monitors on the inside of my body/skin/skull as my awareness pulls away from my eye sockets. As my awareness goes inward, I see images projected onto the inside of my skull like a bank of monitors for a TV show. But I don't actually see my physical insides...no grey brain matter, no blood, etc. Just visuals. And I find I tend to narrate the experience through various voices in my head as well.
I recently finished reading Jeremy Narby's "Intelligence in Nature", where he discusses that while we know chemically what is happening in the brain, we don't know how firing synapses creates what we 'see', let alone know what/who is actually viewing what our brain/visual cortex creates.
He also mentions that our brains are 'gelatinous' in composure.
Last night on the lower dose as I pulled my point of view inward, it occurred to me that perhaps I was actually watching the inside of my brain or visual cortex as it pieced together all of the visual stimuli, as well as recalled memories.
Anyone with decent familiarity with Salvia has experienced the unzipping, rolling, flattening of our consensus reality. It's difficult to describe as it visually looks like impossibly intricate gearing spinning in all manner of directions but as you watch you see how they all come together perfectly.
So perhaps we are watching how our brains are piecing together all of the visual stimuli from both eyes, memories, etc. to form what we are 'seeing'.
From MRIs we know that different sets of neurons/synapses fire when different memories are accessed, sounds are heard, etc, in some sort of big groupings. Perhaps our awareness becomes such that we can perceive these groupings. Each web of connections becomes a plane of information in our brain that we can see from this inner point of view. We can also see them all rotating into proper position for the final combination that we would normally 'see'.
I can image being a tiny person in the middle of my brain (maybe at the pineal gland?) controlling this big body with gears and levers and such...while being surrounded by a gelatinous material in which I can see any type of image in any plane around me (the brain). Each point in the gelatin is like a pixel that can become any color as needed.
In real life there are 'holographic' displays produced by shining lasers into a medium such as steam/fog/vapor to create 3D visuals. This is very similar to what I have always envisioned in my Salvia journeys - but never made the connection that maybe we are similarly perceiving what is going on in our brains.
Depending on the dosage, our awareness may become 'stuck' to a particular thought pattern or visual component as the brain fires its synapses in myriad ways regarding said thought. Becoming an object - for example - could be getting stuck in that particular set of synapse firings as they fire away quickly throughout the brain. All other thoughts of a life here, family, etc. may be eliminated while on this particular 'ride' through our brain.
Maybe Google's neural network sotware is similar as well?
Jeremy Narby's "The Cosmic Serpent" indicates that ayahuasca (and I assume DMT in general) can take one down to the cellular level to perceive DNA, chromosomes, mitochondria, etc. Perhaps similarly, Salvia/Salvinorin can take us inside our brains?
Thoughts?
