This also kinda depends on how much you take - I've had some rue brews keep me awake, or whatever you'd call those bizarre states of mind I've ended up in… it wasn't always restful, shall we say.
Too clumsy? Have you tried decanting from a small lab beaker (with spout)? Getting some decent Pasteur pipettes will help, they can also be used for filtering through a small blob of cotton wool.
Never been that deep in rue before. But I’m not shocked it can reach some wild levels.
Hi, I envy and respect you. Certain journeys require great strength and courage. I must honestly say that I'd like you to tell me everything, even though I imagine you already know, obviously to the extent possible. I hope to read more details and insights into your experience. Even if you met Carl Hayden Smith and Andrew Gallimore, they were two heroes for me. You'll go down in the history books. Thank you, and forgive my blatant honesty. Hugs.Would like to just check-in. Documenting this experience has been slow going. I am taking my time, as crystalline threads with gems on the ends are plentiful and necessitate analysis before being weaved into the fabric they will become.
I chose to take 30 days away from the space including the psycholytic and sub-breakthrough doses. I've taken breaks like this before. Typically, I feel the call for me to harken back, but this time there is something really pulling at me, somatically, from the center of my chest. It would also be nice because it would provide some pain relief (something that has stifled my journaling and writing in general, as that's something that saps my attention focus and energy), but I am going to hold on and hold out until the actual 30 days are up. I am pretty good at that. I don't want to ruin what was a vastly wonderful, healing, and enlightening experience.
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